Gugu... late stage of internal friction
It doesn't work anymore. I've been struggling until now, and I feel like my brain has been hollowed out.
Carvin really feels like the phone becomes laggy when using it, and I don't know when it suddenly stops being able to move (despair (@_@;)
The state is a bit bad, and it is really troubling to keep repeating it. It will probably be a year, and maybe the focus is gradually leaning towards reality, and time and energy are not well coordinated yet.
And the long-term internal friction is really tiring...affects your mood and overdraws your mental energy. It's like a vicious cycle - the later it gets delayed, the later it gets delayed (bushi... Thinking about it now, although there are always those sudden troublesome things at the beginning, they keep popping up frequently and irregularly, which makes me more and more anxious. Anxious and irritable, but right now, the day has really just begun, and I feel exhausted even if I haven't done anything.
Perhaps it was in the old days that cutting firewood meant cutting firewood, and cooking meant cooking...
Now, when I'm chopping firewood, I'm worried about cooking, and when I'm cooking, I'm worrying about chopping wood... That's about it.
So after thinking about it, I feel that maybe I should be more decisive. I can't continue to suffer such ineffective torture on my body and mind. Let's stop for a while and give myself a real vacation... completely relax my brain. Adjust your mentality well and concentrate on the things at hand first. I also hope that no one will encounter such a situation, will not be confused, and will be full of motivation at all times. After all, this state is really suffocating...Thank you. (ノへ ̄、)
(End of this chapter)
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