Chapter 676 676. I can't hold myself any longer
How could I, who is gifted with both intelligence and physical strength, end up in such a predicament?
Lu He fell into deep doubts about life.
Shouldn't I be the pride of heaven and the dragon among men?
As long as I am given a chance, I should be able to stand out and become an outstanding talent in the new era. Now I feel...
It's really hard to put into words.
Is this the hard mode?
Lu He closed his eyes and couldn't help but think, if his family background was better...
Isn't that the case?
take it easy.
It is impossible to accept fate if you want to.
As long as people's talents are still there, Lu He believes that they will be successful.
And no matter what, even in the game, Lu He still has feelings for his family and can't just let them go.
The future burden of this family rests on me.
Lu He couldn't help but think.
The family was saddled with a foreign debt, and the debt weighed heavily on my father.
Even so, they still wanted to send Lu He to school.
So my father took on more debt.
While Lu He helped with housework to reduce the family burden, he still got his wish and entered school.
Fortunately, he had good talent points. Lu He didn't have any time to do other things while he was in school, and he spent all his time studying.
In addition, his initial panel was very strong, so he quickly became the first in the class.
When Lu He was 12 years old, his father's kidneys failed due to overwork, so he could only be bedridden. The family owed a huge sum of money to treat him.
Lu He, who originally thought of continuing his studies in junior high school, high school, and entering a prestigious university, could not help but give up the idea. He had a younger brother to support at home, and his mother had no time to take care of the family and relatives every month. They borrowed money one after another, and eventually they could no longer borrow money. Mother had no choice but to go out to work, leaving Lu He alone to take care of the family.
Therefore, Lu He started to join the society at the age of 12. He first worked in some factories specializing in bead stringing, and then went home to take care of his younger brother and father while working. If he had money, he would also send his younger brother to school in the future.
Although my mother sends money back from outside every month, the money can basically barely support the family's expenses.
Lu He felt that his talent was completely wasted.
However, because of his relatively high mental and physical talents in the factory, his performance has always been the best. This can be regarded as making the best use of his resources, but it is not as good as he imagined.
A few years later, my father also passed away, and my mother's body was exhausted.
Because she had been working outside for many years, her mother suffered from severe tuberculosis.
Tuberculosis itself can be treated, but the family cannot afford the money, so they can only delay it again and again. In the end, it completely turns into lung cancer, and the cancer has metastasized to other places.
It's not enough to rely on medical insurance alone…
Lu He felt extremely worried.
He has reached the age of 18, but he does not have a fixed job, let alone get married and have children. Now all the burdens of the family are shouldered by Lu He alone. In addition to the money owed from previous medical treatment, Lu He I probably won't be able to pay it back in this lifetime.
what to do…
I think I should delete the files and start over again.
Lu He covered his forehead and felt his eyes going black.
What kind of life is this?
He can't stand even playing a hard mode now, so what is the scene like in the so-called **** mode?
Lu He couldn't imagine it at all.
So to have such a family and background, is it still better than the **** mode?
In short, the family owed more and more money. In order to treat his mother's illness, Lu He also began to borrow money.
In fact, sometimes when he was playing games, he was struggling in his heart and thinking about a question over and over again -
Would it be better not to treat his mother's illness? If he just let her die like this, maybe life would be much easier for him?
Moreover, if I were not dragged down by my younger brother and my family...
With Lu He's own talent, maybe he can really live a relatively stable life?
However, Lu He quickly gave up this idea.
"Damn it, Bomi's game is too bad. Is there anyone who can test humanity like you?!"
Lu He angrily clicked on the loan option with his mouse.
No matter what, no matter how much debt I carry, I still have to treat my mother as much as possible. Otherwise, wouldn't I be worse than an ox or a horse?
Lu He's eyes became firm.
Since you have chosen this kind of life, you must live a good life according to this life.
My mother's illness lasted for more than two years, and she finally died of cancer.
This year Lu He grew up to 22 years old, which was already considered the most golden age in his life.
However, because he has to support his family, take care of his parents, and take care of his younger brother, he has missed the best learning environment.
Now that his younger brother is in high school, Lu He is still responsible for all the tuition and fees.
However, Lu He himself also relied on his learning talent to successfully get into the position of workshop director. He is considered a good little leader, and he can also add some points in machine research and development. The machines he developed have brought a lot to the factory. After that, the factory increased his salary and added a bonus.
The salary has increased from 2,000 yuan when I first started working to 4,000 yuan now.
Although there is still a certain distance from filling up the previous loan, it can greatly improve the quality of life.
Lu He felt that he had never had enough food for a day since he was born.
In the factory, Lu He met several pretty good girls, and successfully relied on his patience and time to improve his favorability. However, when he finally proposed to her, no one was willing to marry him because of insufficient conditions. .
Mainly because debt has such a negative impact on marriage.
It has not yet reached the stage of asking for a house and a bride price.
Those who are willing to marry Lu He are girls who are older or whose family circumstances are similar to or much worse than hers.
As a result, you will be saddled with more loans.
In the game, when the loan you carry reaches a certain amount and your income cannot even pay the interest, it will end.
Lu He had encountered this once before. He had too many loans, the interest could not be paid, and the house at home was mortgaged. In the end, he died of poverty, mainly because he had no money to buy food and drink, and he died of starvation with his younger brother.
This ending is really too tragic.
Compared to being poor, not having a wife is really nothing.
Lu He felt that life could not go on like this, and he should still work hard.
What if as his abilities continue to grow, one day he succeeds in becoming a factory director or something?
As a result, when Lu He was 30 years old, the jewelry factory closed down.
It's closed down, can you believe it?
Although the jewelry factory achieved success for a certain period of time under the leadership of Lu He, in the end it was ruthlessly eliminated by the cruel market environment.
At this time, Lu He had to find a job again and send his resume everywhere.
After a few days, he couldn't bear it any longer, so Lu He chose a city far away from home to work as a migrant worker there.
His mental ability was not fully developed. The disability he suffered from when he was a child meant that when he was a migrant worker, his labor intensity was not as high as that of others.
After many twists and turns, after he stopped working as a migrant worker, Lu He worked in many different jobs one after another.
After his younger brother graduated, he successfully went to work as a worker in a fairly good automobile factory. It was already very difficult for him to take care of himself. Lu He didn't expect anything in return from him.
Time passes day by day, and I am 40 years old in a blink of an eye.
Lu He had paid back part of the money he owed before, but there was still a large part that had not been filled.
So far, Lu He has not found a job with better pay as he wished, but his physical condition is getting worse day by day.
Lu He lived to the age of 45, and then, like his father, suffered from severe kidney failure, so he lasted for a year before passing away.
Before his death, Lu He had not even paid off his previous debts, and his younger brother was not with him.
"Congratulations, you successfully cleared the level."
Seeing the big words on the computer, Lu He's mouth twitched twice, not knowing what to say.
To die alone, to live an ordinary life, to die of fatigue...
This is considered a successful clearance, so there should be no such thing as a failed clearance of this game, right?
Oh, now that I think about it, it seems like this is really the case. No matter how you fight, you can enter the ending as long as you die.
In the course of the previous game, Lu He had actually died many times.
Is this what is called hard mode?
"woo woo woo woo…"
It's so real.
He deeply understood one word from the game just now -
money.
Money is really important. Lu He feels that he has been living for money his whole life.
In the end, the loan was not even paid off, let alone buying a house in the city, which is simply a luxury.
But think about it carefully-
This is how the world works.
Um…
profound.
So profound.
The Chinese version of The Sims.
However, many cultural backgrounds and public opinions are very different. This is a Sims-type game specially tailored for Chinese players.
It's just too real.
Lu He felt that his self-esteem was severely stung.
At the end of the game, a sentence appeared:
“Beginning doesn't determine everything.
The quality of grades and academic qualifications does not mean everything.
Everyone has his own life, there is no so-called right or wrong, and there is no so-called good or bad.
So you still have to choose according to your own wishes.
You decide your life.
A game is just a game.
And don't substitute the game into reality to make sure the game is correct. "
Lu He went back to the beginning and chose again. This time he wanted to try what difference the silly son of the landlord would have.
He still chose the hard difficulty level, but this time, Lu He chose to become the mentally retarded and disabled-legged youngest son of a multi-millionaire family.
"Lu He, in 1982, you were born into a multi-millionaire family in **** County, Jiangsu and Zhejiang Province, China. You became the second child of this family. Your family was in the furniture business. Your father ran a famous furniture store in the local area. factory."
After Guagua was born, after being tested by various instruments, the nurse next to him told his parents, with regret and sadness in his voice: "I'm sorry, you two, the brain development of newborn children is not normal enough, and it is very likely that they will have intellectual problems in the future. Defects, and congenital deformity of the legs, you will not be able to walk in the future, you must be mentally prepared. "
After the nurse left, the mother sobbed in the ward.
"What should we do? Our child is like this."
"What can we do? You can't just give up the baby because of a congenital defect, right?" My father sat on the bedside and sighed.
The parents in the game are relatively kind, and should be set up so that they will not abandon their children, otherwise future games will not be able to continue.
Lu He glanced at his numerical value panel, which could be described as horrific.
The intelligence talent is only 10 points, which means that no matter how much you study in the future, it will be difficult to master one or two useful survival skills.
His legs were congenitally disabled, resulting in his physical talent being only 30 points.
It will be impossible to rely on physical strength to eat in the future.
To put it bluntly -
After he chose such a talent, the only thing he could do in his life was to eat, drink and sleep, and then rely entirely on his family to support him.
But this may be the life many people dream of.
Lu He's real person is not like the one in the game, so he can't feel the pain of becoming such a body.
But then again, if you were born with a mental retard, wouldn't there be much pain in your life?
Lu He didn't know, at least it was difficult for him to empathize with it in the game.
This time, there is no more grandeur than before, no more pain in life, no more running around for life and survival, no more careful planning for tomorrow, no more panic for the uncertain future...
All in all, this level can be described as mediocre.
Except for the fact that his parents later gave birth to a younger brother due to the child's defect, there didn't seem to be any big disturbances in his life.
Lu He has had enough food and clothing since he was a child, and he doesn't have to worry about food at all.
“It feels so good to be able to have enough to eat every day.”
Lu He was so moved that he almost shed tears.
However, because I am a mentally retarded child, the education I received since childhood was different from that of normal people. No matter how hard you try, the corresponding knowledge and skills will hardly grow.
He grew up in such an ordinary way until he was 28 years old, and his family arranged a marriage for him.
That is to say, all kinds of blind dates.
In the end, regardless of whether Lu Hetong agreed or not (mainly because he didn't have much expressive ability), a marriage was arranged for him.
The other party is a girl from a poor family. She is ordinary in appearance, but she is relatively hard-working.
This is what the parents took a fancy to. At least until a hundred years from now, there will be someone who can help take care of Lu He.
The days are flying by, and I have no worries about food and clothing in my life, and I don't have to think about finding a job.
But later, after both parents passed away, no one in the next generation had the ability to run the business, causing the family to fall into decline. Only his wife was there to take care of Lu He.
Lu He still failed to live past the age of 60, and finally fell on the threshold of 51 years old.
After the ending came out, a different sentence appeared on the screen:
"No matter you are poor or rich, no matter what you have experienced, you are different from others.
However, one thing is eternal -
That is death is the greatest fairness to everyone. "
Oh my god...
After seeing this last sentence, Lu He couldn't hold back any longer.
This is crazy...
How can there be such a realistic simulator game?
No updates tonight
thank you all
See you tomorrow (End of chapter)
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