The Monster I Was Redeemed Chapter 119

　　 leaves the captain's office.

　　 The messenger happened to collide with Jin Ping An who took the picture.

　　 Jin Ping Pian glanced at the paper bag in the messenger's hand and asked, "This is?"

　　 "An Sien's legacy."

　　 The messenger has no intention of concealing it. Besides, Jin Ping An is a member of the Criminal Police Team. You can know this kind of thing by just asking about it.

　　 Jin Ping An, who was in a low mood originally, his expression became even more gloomy after hearing the name An Sien.

　　 After all, he has also seen An Sien's mother's video message, as well as the video and suicide note of An Sien's suicide.

　　 At that time, it gave him a lot of mental shock.

　　 The thought that An Sien was also persecuted by Hu Yingshao's men, and ruined her own life.

　　In Jin Ping'an's heart, he couldn't help but anger, but it didn't take long for the anger to turn into suffocation.

　　 Because Hu Yingshao is dead.

　　 He played around with people before his death, and finally grasped the evidence for the trial of this guy, but he died on the spot without saying a word.

　　 still died before he could accept any trial.

　　 It's like you spent four or five hours grinding the world BOSS to the last trace of blood, and when you were about to take it down in one fell swoop, the opponent disappeared out of thin air because the refresh time was up.

　　This kind of result makes people's blood pressure full instantly.

　　 Just when Jin Ping An was still thinking about what to say to the messenger next, his mobile phone rang suddenly.

　　 glanced at the caller ID, his heart shook.

　　 Because this number is not a personal number, but a hospital landline.

　　 On the phone, Jin Ping'an's face was like wet dough thrown into a hot oil pan, trembling violently in the literal sense.

　　 He hung up the phone and looked at the messenger, with a bitter expression: "Can you take me to the hospital?"

　　 The messenger nodded: "Yes, I have helped you solve the kidnapping case. The mobile phone number used to contact me will not be used in the future, so I can delete it."

　　 The implication of this sentence is that the commission has been completed. After sending this trip, everyone will not pass it.

　　 Jin Ping'an gave a hum, and didn't say anything. In the future, there will be more nonsense about contacting feelings.

　　According to his understanding of the messenger, the case is resolved, and everyone's intersection is over.

　　 This time it was only because it was very similar to the messenger's previous experience, so he rushed over from Neihua City deliberately.

　　 The possibility of contacting the messenger in the future is very slim.

　　 The two came to the door of the criminal police team.

　　 Jinping went into the co-pilot seat and fastened his seat belt.

　　 After a while, he sorted out his emotions and said, "Zhou Yinlian committed suicide."

　　 Jin Ping'an turned his head to look at the messenger.

　　 But this time, the messenger looked as usual, without any doubt or wavering.

　　 "And then?" the messenger asked.

　　 He knew very well that if Zhou Yinlian was really dead, Jin Ping'an would never be so peaceful.

　　 "...As you might expect, after she woke up, she tried to commit suicide with a fruit knife, but because she just woke up, she couldn't use her strength, so she failed. In the end she suffered a little skin trauma."

　　 Jin Ping An turned his head and looked at the retreating scene outside the window, not knowing what he was thinking.

　　 "I was abused by my biological parents for many years, was betrayed to a trafficker, was plucked out of his left eye by a bad guy, and became disabled, and he was almost melted by acid.

　　 was finally rescued by the hospital, and had to face a life of nothing, helplessness and hopeless future.

　　 These encounters, let alone an underage girl, even if you change to an adult, there is a high probability that you will choose to stop at the first time. "

　　 The messenger analyzed Zhou Yinlian's situation very calmly.

　　 Every time he said something, Jin Ping'an's fist clenched.

　　 These words are like a blunt knife that cuts Jin Ping'an's heart, making him miserable.

　　 "So, do you think that preventing her from committing suicide is saving her?"

　　 Jin Ping'an lowered his head, and said in a low voice, "But the nurse in the hospital also..."

　　He tried to use other people's good deeds to prove that there was nothing wrong with saving people.

　　"The people in the hospital prevented Zhou Yinlian from committing suicide because the hospital was obligated to be responsible for the patient. If she died in the hospital, the hospital would definitely have to bear the stigma that the caregiver would not cause death.

　　 When I arrive at the hospital, guess the first time the attending physician finds you, is it to discuss Zhou Yinlian's injury with you, or to discuss discharge procedures for her? "

　　 The messenger directly put the cold reality in front of Jin Ping An, making him unable to hide.

　　"A patient with suicidal tendency is an existence that all hospitals are unwilling to take in, including mental hospitals.

　　 Once a person falls into despair, everything will be bad.

　　 Zhou Yinlian was still young. She didn't think it was her own extreme behavior that caused the hospital to want to drive her out.

　　 She who is used to the hard days only thinks that she can't afford the hospitalization fees and the hospital doesn't want to waste resources on herself, which will only make her more desperate.

　　 But... think about it, there is no difference between the two reasons. "

　　 said finally, the messenger snorted.

　　 This sneer hurt Jin Ping An's heart.

　　 "If... I mean, if you knew in advance that An Sien wanted to commit suicide, would you stop her?"

　　 Jin Ping An asked again, the question that did not get an answer from Ai Liang.

　　 Ai Liang didn't answer him at the beginning, he wanted to see how the messenger would answer.

　　 However, the courier's answer was more indifferent and ruthless than Ai Liang's business was irrelevant: "Even if I knew in advance that she was going to die, I would not interfere with her choice.

　　 That was her own decision. At most, I would persuade you to see it because of an acquaintance.

　　 If you want to interfere with the choices of others, be prepared to be responsible.

　　 People who want to commit suicide on an impulse may be saved.

　　 But please don't save a person who has suffered so much and wants to end everything, then pat his **** and leave, thinking that he has done a good thing.

　　 Doing this will only make others experience another painful and struggling despair. "

　　 After Jin Ping'an listened to the messenger's opinion, his face showed a struggling look.

　　 "Could it be that you can only look at her and walk on the path of self-destruction?"

　　The messenger looked ahead, without even looking at Jin Ping'an: "Don't be passionate, that's her life, not yours, you're just a policeman."

　　 "Even if I'm just a policeman..."

　　 "After all, do you want to save Zhou Yinlian for self-satisfaction or for her future?"

　　 The question that the messenger had asked through Ai Liang's mouth before, once again placed in front of Jin Ping An.

　　 And this time, he had a clear response.

　　 "Both!"

　　 Jin Ping An did not escape this time. He chose to face his own heart. The next sentence is not so much an answer to the messenger, but more like what he said to himself.

　　 "I want to help Zhou Yinlian out of despair, but also want to satisfy my heroic plot, so I won't let her commit suicide!"

　　 "Really." The messenger replied lightly.

　　 There is no emotion on his face.

　　 The hospital is here.

　　 After stopping the car, Jin Ping'an brought the messenger to Zhou Yinlian's ward.

　　 opened the door, a nurse just bandaged Zhou Yinlian's wound.

　　 "Are you okay?" Jin Pingan asked the nurse in a low voice.

　　 The nurse glanced at Zhou Yinlian, shook her head slightly, pointed outside the door, and motioned to speak.

　　 And Zhou Yinlian didn't seem to see anyone coming over, she was motionless like a puppet, looking at the ceiling of the ward blankly.

In 　　's bare right eye, there is no vitality, only a gloomy life.

　　 Jin Ping An nodded, and followed the nurse to the door.

　　 The thought that An Sien was also persecuted by Hu Yingshao's men, and ruined her own life.

　　In Jin Ping'an's heart, he couldn't help but anger, but it didn't take long for the anger to turn into suffocation.

　　 Because Hu Yingshao is dead.

　　 He played around with people before his death, and finally grasped the evidence for the trial of this guy, but he died on the spot without saying a word.

　　 still died before he could accept any trial.

　　 It's like you spent four or five hours grinding the world BOSS to the last trace of blood, and when you were about to take it down in one fell swoop, the opponent disappeared out of thin air because the refresh time was up.

　　This kind of result makes people's blood pressure full instantly.

　　 Just when Jin Ping An was still thinking about what to say to the messenger next, his mobile phone rang suddenly.

　　 glanced at the caller ID, his heart shook.

　　 Because this number is not a personal number, but a hospital landline.

　　 On the phone, Jin Ping'an's face was like wet dough thrown into a hot oil pan, trembling violently in the literal sense.

　　 He hung up the phone and looked at the messenger, with a bitter expression: "Can you take me to the hospital?"

　　 The messenger nodded: "Yes, I have helped you solve the kidnapping case. The mobile phone number used to contact me will not be used in the future, so I can delete it."

　　 The implication of this sentence is that the commission has been completed. After sending this trip, everyone will not pass it.

　　 Jin Ping'an gave a hum, and didn't say anything. In the future, there will be more nonsense about contacting feelings.

　　According to his understanding of the messenger, the case is resolved, and everyone's intersection is over.

　　 This time it was only because it was very similar to the messenger's previous experience, so he rushed over from Neihua City deliberately.

　　 The possibility of contacting the messenger in the future is very slim.

　　 The two came to the door of the criminal police team.

　　 Jinping went into the co-pilot seat and fastened his seat belt.

　　 After a while, he sorted out his emotions and said, "Zhou Yinlian committed suicide."

　　 Jin Ping'an turned his head to look at the messenger.

　　 But this time, the messenger looked as usual, without any doubt or wavering.

　　 "And then?" the messenger asked.

　　 He knew very well that if Zhou Yinlian was really dead, Jin Ping'an would never be so peaceful.

　　 "...As you might expect, after she woke up, she tried to commit suicide with a fruit knife, but because she just woke up, she couldn't use her strength, so she failed. In the end she suffered a little skin trauma."

　　 Jin Ping An turned his head and looked at the retreating scene outside the window, not knowing what he was thinking.

　　 "I was abused by my biological parents for many years, was betrayed to a trafficker, was plucked out of his left eye by a bad guy, and became disabled, and he was almost melted by acid.

　　 was finally rescued by the hospital, and had to face a life of nothing, helplessness and hopeless future.

　　 These encounters, let alone an underage girl, even if you change to an adult, there is a high probability that you will choose to stop at the first time. "

　　 The messenger analyzed Zhou Yinlian's situation very calmly.

　　 Every time he said something, Jin Ping'an's fist clenched.

　　 These words are like a blunt knife that cuts Jin Ping'an's heart, making him miserable.

　　 "So, do you think that preventing her from committing suicide is saving her?"

　　 Jin Ping'an lowered his head, and said in a low voice, "But the nurse in the hospital also..."

　　He tried to use other people's good deeds to prove that there was nothing wrong with saving people.

　　"The people in the hospital prevented Zhou Yinlian from committing suicide because the hospital was obligated to be responsible for the patient. If she died in the hospital, the hospital would definitely have to bear the stigma that the caregiver would not cause death.

　　 When I arrive at the hospital, guess the first time the attending physician finds you, is it to discuss Zhou Yinlian's injury with you, or to discuss discharge procedures for her? "

　　 The messenger directly put the cold reality in front of Jin Ping An, making him unable to hide.

　　"A patient with suicidal tendency is an existence that all hospitals are unwilling to take in, including mental hospitals.

　　 Once a person falls into despair, everything will be bad.

　　 Zhou Yinlian was still young. She didn't think it was her own extreme behavior that caused the hospital to want to drive her out.

　　 She who is used to the hard days only thinks that she can't afford the hospitalization fees and the hospital doesn't want to waste resources on herself, which will only make her more desperate.

　　 But... think about it, there is no difference between the two reasons. "

　　 said finally, the messenger snorted.

　　 This sneer hurt Jin Ping An's heart.

　　 "If... I mean, if you knew in advance that An Sien wanted to commit suicide, would you stop her?"

　　 Jin Ping An asked again, the question that did not get an answer from Ai Liang.

　　 Ai Liang didn't answer him at the beginning, he wanted to see how the messenger would answer.

　　 However, the courier's answer was more indifferent and ruthless than Ai Liang's business was irrelevant: "Even if I knew in advance that she was going to die, I would not interfere with her choice.

　　 That was her own decision. At most, I would persuade you to see it because of an acquaintance.

　　 If you want to interfere with the choices of others, be prepared to be responsible.

　　 People who want to commit suicide on an impulse may be saved.

　　 But please don't save a person who has suffered so much and wants to end everything, then pat his **** and leave, thinking that he has done a good thing.

　　 Doing this will only make others experience another painful and struggling despair. "

　　 After Jin Ping'an listened to the messenger's insights, UU reading www.uukanshu.com showed a struggling look on his face.

　　 "Could it be that you can only look at her and walk on the path of self-destruction?"

　　The messenger looked ahead, without even looking at Jin Ping An: "Don't be passionate, that's her life, not yours, you're just a policeman."

　　 "Even if I'm just a policeman..."

　　 "After all, do you want to save Zhou Yinlian for self-satisfaction or for her future?"

　　 The question that the messenger had asked through Ai Liang's mouth before, once again placed in front of Jin Ping An.

　　 And this time, he had a clear response.

　　 "Both!"

　　 Jin Ping An did not escape this time. He chose to face his own heart. The next sentence is not so much an answer to the messenger, but more like what he said to himself.

　　 "I want to help Zhou Yinlian out of despair, but also want to satisfy my heroic plot, so I won't let her commit suicide!"

　　 "Really." The messenger replied lightly.

　　 There is no emotion on his face.

　　 The hospital is here.

　　 After stopping the car, Jin Ping'an brought the messenger to Zhou Yinlian's ward.

　　 opened the door, a nurse just bandaged Zhou Yinlian's wound.

　　 "Are you okay?" Jin Pingan asked the nurse in a low voice.

　　 The nurse glanced at Zhou Yinlian, shook her head slightly, pointed outside the door, and motioned to speak.

　　 And Zhou Yinlian didn't seem to see anyone coming over, she was motionless like a puppet, looking at the ceiling of the ward blankly.

In 　　's bare right eye, there is no vitality, only a gloomy life.

　　 Jin Ping An nodded, and followed the nurse to the door.

Chapter end