"Hm . " Seeing her slightly embarrassed expression, Liang JianAmal leaned over and kissed her brow softly . She was too precious sometimes .
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"Eat more, it suits you having gained more weight, your face has a true healthy glow to it again . "
"Regaining your confidence and your raison d'être will do that to you . "
"I see . " Looking over at her face, an easy smile came to his face .
For the rest of the meal the two ate in contented silence next to each other . Throwing small glaces at each other they occasionally meet the others gaze, speaking volumes with them . After dinner, Jian had her leave the dishes to just come upstairs with him .
AdvertisementFollowing the pull on her hand from his, Chang felt her mouth become a little dry at the thought at what was to come . As she came in behind him, Chang shut the door with her heel . As she took a deep breath, Chang started pulling her shirt off from the bottom .
Turning around Jian took a sharp breath before pulling the shirt back down on her .
"What are you doing Jian? I'm getting undressed for you . " Confused Chang still held the edge awkwardly .
"Not right now, let us just get ready for bed . It is late already and it has been a long day . " Releasing his hold Jian walked to the bathroom, leaving her standing rather awkwardly .
"Oh . . ok . "
'Does he not want me anymore? . . . How come?' Chang tried not to think of such things but inevitably an ugly voice in the back of her mind whispered why he would . It would not be so implausible the more she thought of it . After they had readied themselves, Chang lay beside him in bed, staring at the ceiling .
"Hey Jian . . . "
"Yes?" Blowing a few strands of her hair with his breath, Jian's lazy voice came from beside her .
"Am I not sexy to you anymore?"
"What nonsense are you saying?" Frowning, the man gave her a strange look .
"I thought you might want to, you know . . do it with me, I thought that's what you were saying earlier . Are you still angry or disappointed with me? Did I make you wait too long? Am I too skinny-"
"Chang . Listen to me . " Cutting her off with a finger to her lips, Jian spoke slowly and calmly . "That we are not having sex is not due to any dissatisfaction, negative feelings, or thoughts that I bear towards you . I simply wish to go to sleep holding you in my arms until the morning . It is a simple pleasure that I have been denied for long . Do not think too much of it . "
"Ok sorry for over thinking it . " Lowering her head, Chang felt slightly ashamed .
"You do not need to apologize . Just ease your mind and go to sleep . " Pulling her close to him, he tucked his chin over her head .
"Ok . "
"Good girl . "
"Hey Jian?"
"Yes?" Chuckling a little, Jian answered her in an indulgent tone .
"I love you . Thank you for giving me the chance to correct my mistakes . I don't want to make you regret being with me anymore . Do you think that would ever happen in the future after everything?" Hesitantly Chang asked about some of the darker thoughts that refused to stop haunting her .
"What happened to the miss who so boldly declared she had regained her self-confidence and would not leave? That she would be there with me to fight with me?"
"I guess she is still afraid of losing you somewhere deep down . "
"You will not lose me . I will not let go or let you be torn from me again . "
Overwhelmed to the point of being unable to speak Chang buried her face into his chest . In response he squeezed her tighter as well, surrounding her in a secure, comforting warmth . Putting a hand over his heart she lay there at peace until she heard Jian fall asleep shortly after .
'He must have been very tired . Sleep well Jian . I love you, I will see you in the morning . ' Planting a kiss on his chest next to her hand, Chang felt peace settle over her . Lulled by the sound of his gentle heartbeat and his deep breathing, Chang drifted off with a smile on her face
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