Si Tian Guan Chapter 24

    For his thanks, Qu Chenzhou stood up, bent over, returned the salute, and sat down again.

    "Have you had dinner yet?"

    "I have eaten." The steward here did not treat him harshly.

    "That's right, I'll bring back some sugar-steamed cheese, and I'll go back after eating." Liu Chongming took out the bowl that was still warm, and when he passed the spoon, he asked, "I like it. Do you want something sweet?"

    Qu Chenzhou hesitated for a while, but took the spoon.

    No one is born who doesn't love sweets, especially for someone like him, who hasn't seen any sweetness in Qisheng Building for a year and a half, logically speaking, he should have liked sweets.

    However, the previous experience made his body strongly resist the taste, at least in the last life, even in the palace, he never had a single bite of sweet dessert.

    Liu Chongming lowered his head and took two bites, only to realize that he hadn't moved the spoon: "There are no outsiders here, you don't have to be so restrained."

    "No..." Qu Chenzhou replied softly, "I don't eat sweets."

    "Aren't you used to it?" Liu Chongming didn't understand this, and even the third brother who looked at the ice coldly would not refuse sweets: "Try it, my mother made candy Steamed puff pastry is good."

    The spoon in Qu Shenzhou's hand slowly cut into the soft cheese, and took a small bite - that's right, once again, he should try to put the past aside and try to take a bite Sweet taste.

    Cheese rolls in the mouth along the tip of the tongue, and the intense sweetness irritates the cheeks sour.

    He frowned and swallowed, his face gradually pale.

    Liu Chongming just noticed his strangeness, and before he had time to ask, he turned his face away and vomited violently.

    Not only the sugar steamed cheese that I just swallowed, but also the dinner.

    "What's the matter?" He had never seen someone who had such a big reaction to sweets, and he suspiciously tasted a spoonful from that bowl, which was no different from his.

    Qu Chenzhou's chest heaved up and down, resisting his mouth full of nausea, and replied softly, "I'm sorry."

    "Why is this happening?" Liu Chongming asked.

      The person and the person in the dream overlap.

    After the servants finished packing, they closed the door and retreated, leaving only two people in the bedroom.

    Qu Chenzhou looked down at the hands they inadvertently held together, took a step back, and pulled out his hand.

    Many things involve the entanglement between them in the past life, naturally he can't say it, but some things are only related to him, and it is not a secret.

    As long as the other party goes to Qisheng Building to ask casually, everyone knows that it is a joke that many people in the building talk about.

    "Don't blame the son, I am... a disease that fell from my childhood."

    Liu Chongming handed him a glass of water and waited for the following.

    He nodded his thanks, took a slow sip, and calmed down.

    Speaking of the past, he was so calm that there was no turbulence in his heart, as if he was telling someone else's story.

    "I vaguely remember that when I was very young, I used to love candy. Then one day, my father said that he would only take me to the market alone and buy me candy."

    Liu Chongming felt nervous when he thought about the pieces of paper that Fang Wuyang took back.

    "My father bought me a pack of candy, and then let me follow another person into the carriage, saying that he would take me home," Qu Chenzhou looked at the swaying shadow in the teacup, Wei Wei hooked the corner of his mouth: "Then I was sold to Qisheng Building."

    Except for this incident, other memories from too long ago are already blurred, he doesn't even remember how he cried and struggled along the way, only remembered the melted candy in his hand, it was so hard pharynx.

    Since then, he has never eaten anything sweet.

    The room was suffocatingly quiet for a while, he drank the whole glass of water before diluting the uncomfortable taste in his throat, and said apologetically, "I'm sorry."

    Liu Chongming's life is too far from this story, he only sees the desolation and depression in his own home, but never thought that there would be someone who doesn't even have a home.

    "You..." When he opened his mouth, he heard the dryness in his throat: "Do you hate your parents?"

    "Hate?" Qu Chenzhou looked at him calmly: "Only for those who can't forget in their hearts, there is love and hate, for strangers, there is nothing to talk about. I don't even care about them. The appearance has long been forgotten, so naturally there is no hate."

    In this staring gaze, in just a few words, these years of depression and anguish at the same time twisted into a monstrous surge, rushed towards Liu Chongming, and was downplayed by a hand scattered and retreated.

    He didn't know if he could remain so calm if he was in such a desperate situation as the other party, and he couldn't understand what kind of environment could cast such a person .

    Seems childish but mature, crazy but rational, simple but complex, humble but arrogant, fragile but tough.

    As if she could see through him, Qu Chenzhou smiled: "Sir, everyone in this world has their own sufferings, and they know their own difficulties. Except for themselves, no one can help. So don't feel sorry for yourself or sympathize with others, just grit your teeth and go on, there will always be an end."

    Maybe the atmosphere was just right tonight, maybe it was a rare opportunity for the two of them to coexist like this again, he didn't deliberately keep silent or hide himself.

    Chongming's troubles and troubles, he didn't understand it when he was young, he only knew that he depended on Chongming and followed every step, but at this time he saw it clearly better than anyone else.

    The hand that used to hold him, let him gradually stand up from the dust, and finally stood at the highest point of Jiuzhongmen to stir the wind and clouds.

    This time, let him lead the young Chongming out of the fog, even if there is only a little chance.

    Liu Chongming seemed to be enchanted by these remarks, and was stunned for a long time, for a moment he forgot that he was a high-ranking son of a noble family, and the other party was just a humble slave.

    He even felt that he was back when he was a child. Because of his schoolwork, he threw the pen and paper irritably. His brother picked up the things for him and touched his head gently.

      Well, one day you will understand."

    His tears slowly flowed down his cheeks, he didn't even think about wiping them, he didn't even think about why he would say such a thing as the other party.

    For the first time, the pain in my heart can flow out for the first time, and I no longer insist on being strong, and there is an unprecedented ease.

    Only at this time can he remember that he is only seventeen years old, which should be a willful and presumptuous age.

    Qu Chenzhou sat with him like this, watching his rolling tears slowly dry up, and then poured the water and handed it over.

    "Thank you, Shizi for still thinking about bringing back dessert for me today." Seeing that he gradually calmed down, Qu Chenzhou stood up: "It's getting late, Shizi, please rest early, and the slaves will retire. ."

    "No!" Seeing him about to step back, Liu Chongming suddenly jumped up and grabbed the iron chain on Qu Chenzhou's hand: "Don't go!"

    Although the man was held, he was so embarrassed that he didn't know what to say.

    If Baishiyan saw this rare gaffe, it would be more than just laughing at him, and he would even worry about whether he was really in the Dao and enchanted.

    "Don't go." His throat rolled and he could only murmur again.

    I don't know if it's because the unexpected tears emptied my heart and I need something else to fill it, or because in such a quiet night, those dreams that seem to be real will come uninvited.

    Qu Shenzhou didn't ask much about the reason, and came back and sat down with goodness.

    One person seems to have forgotten the past and present life, one person seems to have forgotten the responsibility and doubts, just like this, very quietly, no one speaks.

    The lamp oil gradually came to an end, and the light flickered a few times, returning the night to tranquility.

    The moonlight like water spilled in and reached the feet of the two of them.

    "The moonlight is so beautiful." Qu Chenzhou sighed softly.

    Maybe God treats him well.

Chapter end