Selfish love Chapter 57

Mariza POV

Joe quickly wiped his eyes and muttered, ''Stupid tears''

''I don't understand'' I said in a baffled tone and looked at Salvot if he'd explain something to me . He just stood up and said in a annoyed tone, ''Room 4''

I smiled at him for finally telling me, now I only wanted to meet Valz and see if he really was fine because that night he really opened up to me and trusted me with all those memories but I had that guilt inside me that constantly reminded me Valz was in hospital just because of me . Had I not told him about Ryan, he wouldn't have left the place with full of wrath .

Joe glared at Salvot as if he didn't want me to know here Valz was .

''What? don't look at me like that'' Salvot muttered and ran a hand through his messy dark brown hair, ''Bitch doesn't know shit'' he said lowly .

''Shut the crap Salvot'' Joe said glaringly . I couldn't understand why Salvot was being so rude and impolite-Yeah he wasn't like a saint before but right now he was being a complete douche . I looked at Joe and it was the first time these two were acting totally out of the box . Joe's eyes had dark circles and his dark blonde hair were messy as if he had not slept for days .

''Are you alright Joe?'' I asked with a hint of concern in my voice .

He shook his head , ''If you really want to meet him then go ahead'' he then left the room and slammed the door which made me wince a little .

Salvot scoffed, ''Timid as fuck''

I rolled my eyes at his mean demeanor and went outside in search of Valz's room, Earlier I was in room 5 so it meant his room was near .

Adrenaline rushed into me because I knew everything between us will be normal from now on as Valz trusted her enough to share his memories of Katelas . I just wanted him to be fine devoid any critical injuries .

Eventually, I found room 2 and pushed open the door that's when I saw Valz staring at the ceiling with bandages on his head and arm, little blood was visible through them . I silently entered the room and got close to his bed that's when he felt her presence and snapped his eyes at her .

He stared blankly at me as if I was a new person to him, ''Yeah?'' he said expressionlessly .

I became confused at his ignorant behavior but instantly brushed it off and I whispered in a low voice, ''Thank God you're fine'' I really was thankful to God for saving Valz-without him I consider myself nothing, just an empty heart with no emotions .

He looked at me as if I was stupid and got up a little and placed his head on the upper pillow while wincing a little .

''Care to tell me who the fuck are you?'' he snapped at me with a painful grunt due to a gash on his back .

At this point it felt like my heart fell to my stomach .

Joe's voice started ringing in my ears, ''He's not our Valz anymore''

But how could he just not remember me? I tried to smile, ''Stop messing around'' but that smile itself repressed when he muttered, ''I'd mess up with anyone except a plain jane like you'' his voice held a mocking texture to it .

He then seemed to take in my dressing and appearance which were extremely unattractive for a girl . Embarrassment flushed up my cheeks and Valz gave a ironical laugh before saying, ''i don't know what the fuck's wrong with people like you'' he paused for a second then resumed, ''At first those 2 blokes come to me claiming to be my motherfucking brothers'' Valz chuckled, ''Like seriously? do I look like a damn fool?''

He then pointed at me, ''And now you come to me saying all this emotional shit'' I was too shocked to even register his words that were serving as piercing knifes in slashing my heart into two .

''What?'' I whispered dumbfounded .

Valz said blankly, '' Get the fuck out'' he then winced, ''Damn this headache!''

Chapter end