It was at that time Loki remembers what she was talking about. And then he realizes something.
He should have realized it a long time ago.
But he was too preoccupied with his plans that he seems to forget.
He was like a swan that lost its way and found his way back. Living in the past…it was like a good dream compared to the world he lives in the future.
He found all the feeling he lost during all those years as Sovereign. He found a family of his own.
He found a brother in Azief, so protective and admirable.
It is not that Azief had no flaws, it is despite the flaws he still keep seeking. What is the best way to live?
He is not some great person that knows all the answer. He was like anyone else. Seeking in the dark for the light, stumbling through life like any other person.
He falls, and he learns from it and he got up and tries again. He was not like Loki expected at all. In the future, all he sees from Azief is the God of Death, ruling without any mistakes.
He seems impassive, emotionless and seems unworldly, free from any mortal fetters. Loki likes this Azief more than he likes the God of Death Azief in his timeline
He found a sister in Sofia, a sister who would make fun of you and try to mess with you every chance she got.
It is quite amazing if Loki think about it.
She didn't like him in the beginning at all. But now….she is worried for him whenever he did not check in with her once in a while and he worried for her
And he found a lover in Sina. She is motherly and above all else….she taught him how to really love.
Morgana…taught him how painful love is. But Sina….she taught him why people love each other despite the pain.
That love….is simple. It is not hard at all. Struggles are hard. But not loving each other. Loving each other is simple.
You just love them and if they love you back, never let go.
It is that simple. And Sina is like that. She loves him and he…loves him. But he doesn't know how far he could take this.
Because….he is not sure that later, the Loki she loves will be this Loki…or another Loki.
The past is like a good dream and also an awakening for him.
He saw all this great men and women that will become a star that will shine the era that will come to humanity and he could not help but admire them.
And then looking at himself…he felt the arrogance of his past is laughable. They are stars, and he Loki…is Loki.
And the thing he realized when Trisha spoke to him a few days ago, is that he Loki…..is forgetting things.
He went into meditation immediately and he then discover when he tries to recall certain events…he found out his memories is a little blurry.
It is like he is beginning to forget what is about to happens. But Loki did not panic. It rattles him at first but then he remembers his most favorite sentence
'Magic has a price. Everything has a price.' He is just now paying it. So as he look toward the sky he ask himself
'How far could I go….and what will happen to me at the end?' But the question did not scare him at all. He just smiles.
'You are all stars…and I'm just Loki. And that don't matter. Because….if I can be a torch that lit up a future where the Final Battle is won…then what would one life matter?'
But for some reason he thinks of Sina, Sofia and Azief and he once again bitterly smiles as he pats the sands on his butt and walk away.
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Chapter end
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