LEGEND OF THE GOLDEN TIGRESS
/ LEGEND OF THE GOLDEN TIGRESS 384 The Aftermath
Soon his belt was on the floor along with his pants and Chenglei who had no idea how to slow her down went along with her. She really did have a lot of energy and she knew what she was doing.
Straddling on his lap, she looked him in the eyes as she moved her waist and he could not help but moan by the pleasures he got from her as she lead. When he pushed her in the bed with him on top of her, her lips filled with desire met his and her little hands wandered around his body and it seemed like she knew where to touch him and she let him lead.
"Xing...", he uttered with his sultry deep voice சென்டி g shivers down her bone and he could feel her tightening up around his member.
She likes it if I call her Xing!
"I love you", he wanted to tell her and opened his mouth but he couldn't let those words out for some reason. It was as if someone was holding his tongue and stopping from uttering those words to her. He tried for a while but he was unable to and that surprised him.
"Chenglei, what?", she asked as she bit his shoulder gently as she felt him pausing his actions.
She seemed to love to bite him when she felt good.
This woman! I love her!
So what if I cannot tell her that I love her, I'll show her!
He kissed her deeply trying to show the feelings in the bottom of his heart and it seemed like she's returning his feelings the same way. He felt like both of their bodies were so compatible with each other as if they are made for each other as they moved.
It would be a shame if he didn't try his best to get her to marry her so that they'd do this for the rest of their lives, he thought.
The long night came to an end with her finally getting satisfied and laid on the bed with her eyes closed and went to sleep without even bothering to get dressed. He covered her with the blanket and spooned her in his arms and watched her sleep.
He fixed her hair falling in her face and paused his actions to take a look at her face. She looked like a meek kitten when she was sleeping while she was like a fierce tiger sometime before and he kissed her forehead with a smile in his lips.
He tried to dry her hair now wet with sweat but she was too deeply asleep and he didn't want to disturb her.
JiaXing! I want us to stay like this forever. Will you let me?
He was too excited to sleep while she was too tired and slept deeply. He wanted the night to last forever and kept himself awake holding her in his arms.
He didn't know when he slept but when he woke up, it was already noon and the woman in his arms was still asleep. He saw the crumpled teal coloured silk sheets they were lying and his hands gently traced the surface of the sheets.
"No blood, huh...", he mumbled and unknowing to him his hands were clenching the sheets too hard.
Well, she loved that man enough to cry for him in her sleep for years... It would be weird if they haven't consummated their relationship.
She loved him deeply!
But that man who abandoned her... I will kill you the day I find you! How could you do this to her?
I will make her happy... You don't deserve her!
His knuckles became white as paper as his hands fisted.
He looked at her facing him and she seemed to be still sleeping.
"I love you, JiaXing!", he opened his mouth to say but he felt his throat dry up and wanted to drink some water to sooth his throat as he didnt want her to be disturbed.
He stood up,held his breath and walked out of her bedchambers after pulling the curtains down and poured himself some warm water and after drinking, his throat felt better.
He got dressed after cleaning himself up. It seemed like there was hot water prepared for bath and he decided to wake her up and get her to eat something and even he was hungry after skipping dinner and having spent all his energy on the bed the previous night.
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A smile bloomed in his face as he remembered the pleasant night they had and he came to her bedchambers where her big bed covered with curtains was.
But as she entered the wooden partition leading to her bed, he could heard muffled sniffles from the bed.
Is she crying? Why?
He softened his steps to sneak a peak and gently pushed the curtain aside without alerting her and he was shocked to see her curled up in the bed sobbing and she had stuffed the blanket in her mouth to stop herself from being heard.
Why?
Because of the man in her heart?
Because she slept with me?
Because she thinks she's been tainted by me?
Because she feels like she cheated on her love?
Why? JiaXing?
Why can't you accept me?
He felt his heart was being crushed by a big boulder and he felt short of breath and he patted his chest to calm himself down as he felt like his knees were going weak. He thought she'd calm down but her crying didn't stop as she hugged herself burying her head into the blankets and her dark hair fell aside letting him see the marks he had left on her back proof of the blissful night they had.
Why are you regretting our first time together JiaXing? I thought you liked being with me...
Was that all because of the effect of the drug?
Did you not feel even a little bit of love for me while making love with me?
Chenglei's heart broke seeing her weeping distressed like she'd lost her everything and he froze. Suddenly she started wheezing as she wept and he didn't know what to do.
That's when he was pushed aside by her maid and seeing her lady weeping helplessly she hugged her and patted her back to calm her down.
"Milady! You are burning! ", Xiao Mei screamed and before she finished her sentence Chenglei saw Xing going limp in her arms.
Did she faint?
"No way! She was fine till now!", Chenglei tried to get to her but was stopped by the little maid in front of him.
"Lord Li, please leave!", she spoke in a deep voice trying to conceal her contempt for him but it was clearly apparent in her eyes.
You are the reason for my lady's sickness! You must have done something for her to break!
Chenglei didn't mind the maid and get to Xing and surely when he touched her, she was burning up.
" Get some cold water to wipe her and go get a doctor!", he screamed as he hugged her close. Her pale body was filled with the marks made by him and his eyes teared up feeling her limp in his arms.
JiaXing! My love, must you go this far? Do you despise me this much?
He wiped her with cold water to bring down the temperature and he could hear the wheeze in her chest.
She caught a cold?
He remembered how she was soaked in cold water for hours the previous night and that could have triggered the cold combined with her crying in the morning.
He dressed her up to prepare her for the doctor's visit and he broke into tears as he kissed her forehead.
If I knew you'd suffer this much, I wouldn't have touched you! I'm sorry! JiaXing! I'm sorry that I didn't know you cannot accept my love for you! But please be fine... Please be fine...
He was not sorry for loving her but he was sorry that her love for that other man is so great that he underestimated it. He should have waited a little longer for her to get to know him a bit more before he tried to change her mind.
He knew most women won't survive the cold and there were many women who died of pneumonia.
What if she too... She is as frail as a paper... No! That cannot happen!
The physician came and he diagnosed the cold was severe and the temperature was high too. He wrote some prescription for the cold and asked them to take good care of her since she is pretty weak physically and mentally.
Chenglei stayed with Xing, taking care of her amidst her maid's protests. For two days, she didn't open her eyes and her fever didn't subside.
Chenglei brought every physician there is in the capital city and no matter what, no one could precisely tell what is wrong with her other than the diagnosis of severe cold and fever. None of their medicines were effective either.
On the third day, they were visited by Bai Li and he sat beside her placing his hand over her forehead trying to read her thoughts. As a royal member of the Fox Clan, he had an ability to read minds to certain extent.
"Stupid lass!", he knocked on her head after reading her mind only to be met with Chenglei's glare.
Did he just hit an unconscious person?
Bai Li sighed. It is true the trials would exhaust one's body and mind. She is tired and exhausted fighting her entire life for him. She knows she is going through trials and still she is stupid.
But why is she not willing to face that Lu boy now? Poor lass is keeping her consciousness away to not face him.
"What happened between you and her?", he asked Chenglei and judging by his awkward reaction, he could guess they had slept together.
But shouldn't she be happy about it? Whatever! This stupid lass could always be understood only by this Lu boy and now that he forgot her, he couldn't understand her and not even Fei Lian who watched her grow would know what she is thinking.
But this strange girl always gets what she wants and is a stubborn ox. If she does not want to see him, she won't and she won't wake up as long as he is here. But he cannot be driven away from her since she cannot live without him either.
What a precarious position I am in! How am I going to explain anything to this Lu Boy?
"Look boy, why don't you leave her be for some days? I'll take care of her. She'll find you after she is fine", Bai Li looked at Chenglei who looked terrible himself with his stubble and dark eyes.
"No", Chenglei blatantly rejected.
"You live next door! She won't go anywhere!", Bai Li got irritated to be between those two pair of lovers who love each other deeply and cannot keep away from each other.
"Did you say something to her? That's why she is not waking up." Bai Li told Chenglei whose eyes widened.
Am I the reason she is not waking up?
"I know it is his fault!", Xiao Mei mumbled.
Chenglei gritted his teeth at Xiao Mei but he knew he cannot hurt her like he wanted to because his woman likes this maid too much.
Seeing Chenglei stubbornly staying there Bai Li had no other way to put a sleeping spell on him and left him in his Manor.
Soon after Chenglei was displaced away from her, Xing woke up and she still wasn't in good health. Xiao Mei noticed her Lady in tears often and even though she knew it would increase her cold, she could not stop her from crying.
What might have happened.? Lord Li seems clueless too!
Xing on the other hand remembered that day she woke up blissful only to see Chenglei's beautiful hands v gripping the sheets hard.
"No blood!", he said and that word rained on her parade. She knew this might come as a problem between them but she didn't know it will come between them be for sure. So when she was faced with the proven, she didn't know what to do.
She didn't know there was blood the first time they made love and she didn't know if Chenglei noticed it or not.
He forgot me and doesn't remember even if I explain everything to him and how am I going to convince him when he doubts me?
Oh, My Prince! What should I do? How am I going to prove that you are the only one in my heart? Why can't you fall in love with me the second time too? You cannot even remember if I say that I love you.... What should I do?
She felt hopeless and helpless and wanted to do something to end it all. But she didn't know how or what..
All she felt was if there was a way she'd make him remember their past even for a minute, she'd take that chance and seeing the gentleness in his eyes, she'd gladly die.
Chapter end
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