LEGEND OF THE GOLDEN TIGRESS
/ LEGEND OF THE GOLDEN TIGRESS 383 The Struggle
"JiaXing, do you know what you are doing?", he bit her earlobe to get some sense to her but his act only turned her on more.
"Yes, I do! I want you", she tried to wriggle out of his hug and get to his belt.
"Why are you stopping me? See... Your little member down there wants to do it too... Let go of me... Let me help your winky out. Poor little...", her hands tried to probe into his belt.
"JiaXing!", Chenglei gritted his teeth. His bare chest was pressing on her half exposed chest and the warmth seeping from him made her more horny.
He knew she is only trying to sleep with him because she is drugged. He had no intention of letting her suffer but he still wanted to convince her that he loves her before he sleeps with her.
He knew she thinks that he is just passing time with her, taking liberties and he didn't want her to think that he is solely deciding on lust.
He realised everytime he tried to tell her that he loves her, something always stops him. He didn't want that to happen once again.
'At least this time she knows she is with me', he felt relieved.
He knew she has someone else in her heart and he knew it was not his brother. At first when that stinky woman currently on the phoenix throne said that she had slept with her brother, his confused mind did believe it. But upon further rumination, he knew she lied.
He might not know a lot about the woman currently under him but he knew his brother.
His brother told him time and time again, as long as he'd known him, that he will sleep with one woman his whole life and there is only one woman who carried his children and so that woman must be his only woman,even though she is despicable.
Also, this woman... Who can predict her? She is like the wind, unpredictable and freely blowing as she pleases.
And sleeping together? Isn't that what that trash woman said? He had slept together with her a lot of nights but they didn't "sleep together" in the sense that deplorable woman meant it.
Phew! He sighed in relief and patted himself in the back for not losing his mind over something some woman who hated his JiaXing said.
"Look at me... JiaXing...", he traced his lips on her cheeks making her moan, "I met with Chu Weiye before I found you", he let go of her arms and held her head and looked into her eyes.
He wanted to tell her that he believed her when she previously said that they are friends. Back in the ship, his words were hurtful to her making her believe that he didn't believe her and he wanted to tell her now.
Xing who had completely gone berserk till then heard the gentle voice of her man laced with impatience and lust but the words he spoke felt like a hammer hitting on the top of her head and she pulled herself together.
He met with Chu Weiye? What did she say? Huh! I know what she said! Did he believe her? I know he is someone who preferred pure woman and he won't want a woman whom he thinks already had slept with another man. Is that why he is pushing me away now?
His eyes were focused on her and it felt like he was going to tell her something and Xing's first instinct was to run.
"I've never slept with anyone else before ", she uttered hurriedly and got him off of her and stood up.
I've only slept with you and you forgot me and our first time together!
She knew they were only half way through the trial and she didn't even know what the tasks of the trials were and she knew doing some intimate acts right now might not end up well. Especially when he does not remember her and doubts her.
" I'll take the cold bath", she pointed at the Bath area and left the half naked man in deep thoughts on her bed.
What she didn't know was her eyes that were provocative till now had become watery with her thoughts spoiling Chenglei's mood.
"I know you didn't", he mumbled but she was not there to hear him.
Chenglei's heart broke when Xing stood up with her eyes suddenly getting watery as if she was hurt and he didn't know what provoked her this time.
I was going to tell you I know you didn't sleep with my brother!
Everytime he wants to express his heart to her there seemed to be a big invisible wall that stops them from freely communicating.
Is she deliberately not hearing me out because she has someone else in her heart?
Xing went in the new white jade bath she built for herself and the water was icy cold and as she got in she gasped unconsciously by the coldness of the water.
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But she still forced herself to get in and soaked herself. Her teeth started chattering by the cold but it still wasn't enough to bring down the hotness she felt inside her body and she gritted her teeth and tried to get a hold of herself.
I should get through this! She told herself and she leaned on the sides of the bathtub and closing her eyes, tried to calm herself down.
Chenglei who was left in the bed, followed her and entered the bath area and sat in the couch in the bath area and watched her suffering inside the water silently.
The water was clear and from the colour of her pale skin that peeked out from her robes, he could guess how cold the water inside the tub might be.
So she'd go this far to protect herself?
Is that for the man in her heart, She wouldn't let me touch her?
After she provoked me she thinks she can get away with that?
Even if she is suffering this much, she would not give herself to me?
Am I that despicable to her?
The darkness and jealousy in his heart peeked out clouding his judgement. He almost snapped and got inside the tub naked.
But as he watched her further, holding back on his dark thoughts, he could see the strong woman who tries her best to stay pure to the love in her heart.
He must be so lucky to be loved by her this much! Why can't I be the one she loves?
His love for her overflowed inside his heart overthrowing the darkness and jealousy and made him more calm and his turbulent heart became peaceful as he watched her trying to calm herself down.
JiaXing! I love you as much as you love the one in your heart. Will you one day realise my love for you and return it?
Hours passed and Xing could not calm herself as she squirmed inside the tub as the hotness inside her seemed to only worsen.
"JiaXing, you want something?", Chenglei was sitting beside her for sometime watching her suffer. His heart bled for her and he felt like an imbecile being unable to help her.
"You are still here?", Xing was surprised. She thought he'd have left already .
"Yes", his voice was gentle and he tried to fix her hair that were sticking to her face but she pushed his hand away. "Don't"
Don't touch me, I won't be able to hold back!
"OK, I won't", he said dejected, "What do you want?", he still asked. It seemed like she didn't eat or drink anything for a long time.
"I want to sleep", she said gritting her teeth. She seemed really irritated.
"Okay, what do you need to sleep?", he asked further. She looked pitiful, cute and strong all at the same time.
"I need a d*ck!", she hissed with her hands gripping the sides of the tub hard, burying her face in her hands.
"Well, good news, JiaXing! I happen to have one and it only gets hard for you!", he whispered in her ears.
Xiao Mei who came inside the room to see if her Lady got better, was relieved to see her lady not on the bed with Lord Li.
They arent married. It is better this way.
She came to look for her in the bath and happened to hear that conversation making her go all red. Never in her life had she heard such words that were filled with passion and love. She didn't want to intrude in their private moment and slowly retreated.
What if they aren't married? Both are in love. That's sufficient!
"You rascal Prince!", Xing chuckled.
"I mean what I say, kitten", he repeated holding her hand, "You want to see?", he raised his eyebrows playfully.
"You know, you being near me is increasing my sufferings", she told looking at his marble eyes filled with gentleness. If it was before she'd have believed he looked at her like that because he loved her. But now...
"It's not my intention to increase your suffering. I just want to be by your side. Do you not feel better still?", he asked holding her hands that were as cold as an ice block.
Is it good for her? She looks so delicate.
"No", Xing shook her head and got her hand away from his warm hands that were eluding the warmth and care he had for her and it only made her more disturbed.
"If you want to help me... Change my mind... Tell me stories... Wait.. First tell me how are you here this early? ", Xing leaned on the bathtub with her chin dipping inside the water .
"You...", he searched for words to say but in the end he ended up telling her everything that happened to him from the day he left her to the East.
Another hour passed and even when her mind was entirely distracted, her body still didn't feel any good and it seemed like it got worse as time passed by. For the first time in her life, Xing felt bad for the weird constitution of her body.
Chenglei who tried to distract her knew his efforts aren't doing much and that's when he noted the slight streak of red that spread from her thighs that clearly contradicted the clear water in that white tub.
Is she trying to hold herself back by digging her nails in her thighs?
Chenglei wasn't pleased seeing her perseverance and he certainly didn't like her hurting herself.
"Okay! That's enough", he stood up and tried to scoop her out of the tub and the moment his hands touched the water, he hissed in reflex.
The water was scorchingly cold.
"You dumb woman!", he gritted his teeth and scooped her out amidst her protests.
"Your skin will peel off if you stay in the water for any longer! You are not a fish, idiot!", he yelled at her and seeing her silencing, made her stand on the floor and got to undress her.
"Chenglei...", she purred as his warm hands came in contact with her cold body.
"Shut up!", he shouted and got on with undressing her and wrapped her in a clean robe and started to wipe her hair.
"Leave!", she pushed him away as she knew she won't be able to hold on any longer but was only met with his angry glare. Even his breathing sound made her more disturbed.
"What if I want to stay?", he asked back and made her look at him by holding her cheeks. Her slender neck was exposed and it was red and alluring and so were her lips as she was biting them.
" Don't bite your lips, woman!", he placed his lips over hers and he could hear her breathing get erratic and her heart beat rising.
"No, let's not", she said pushing him away and her hands were still on his bare shoulders as she buried her head in her forearm. "We really shouldn't", she added not even having the strength to look at him in the eyes.
"Why not...", he held her chin and lifted it to see her eyes completely taken over by desire and she looked more and more provocative.
"JiaXing... Why not...?", he kissed her forehead and he could sense her jerking a bit as her hands trying to push him away paused.
Why should you suffer when I'm here?
Does she not want it?
"Xing", he looked at her, "You are so alluring like the silver moon in the sky and I am the wolf that howls for you, wanting you."
Xing who was holding her senses even for a bit till then lost everything the moment she heard him call her 'Xing'.
She knew this is not exactly her prince who loved her more than himself. Even though he is the same person and the only person she'd give herself to, he had forgotten her and is now only desiring her as a woman because his body desires her.
But still, his exact voice and his exact warm touch made her head more muddled along with the effect of the drug.
"Xing, let me", his voice pleading and gentle grazed her ear like the feather of a peacock spreading the warmth through out her body and the last shred of sanity she had snapped and her nails dug into his shoulders as he wrapped his arms around her waist and took her to bed.
Chapter end
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