Just Mine Chapter 42

Published at 17th of June 2019 09:09:14 AM Chapter 42

Sky got into her car, the moment she got into the car . . . it was as if she was on painkillers and the effect just wore off . . . she felt really exhausted, she felt like sleeping, she ached all over . She plugged her phone to the car and played the song on her playlist, so she won't fall asleep on the steering wheel . She smiled as she heard one of her favorite song-Human by Christina Perri, she rolled down the window and enjoyed the night air . . . she sang along with the song . . . . singing the solo quietly when it got to the solo, she sang out loud . . . .

But I'm only human

And I bleed when I fall down

I'm only human

I crash and I break down

Your words in my head, knives in my heart

You build me up and then I fall apart

Cause am only human .

Yes she is allowed to make mistakes, she's only human . Ruky was a mistake she wanted to make but her baby isn't a mistake, she wished her family will forgive her, she isn't perfect . . . . the only thing she'd done wrong was keeping her relationships away from them and it was cause she feared they wouldn't accept her choice . Her baby isn't a mistake . . . . she is sorry for whatever shame she will bring the family in the future but her baby is her life now . She wouldn't be who she is if not for her family, her mother never remarried . . . . even after her dad was sick for 5 years, they spent all they had during that period and he was going for treatment when he had an accident . Her mother and sister struggled to make them have a normal life, her sister started working before the age of 18 and has been working ever since .

Her mom together with her sist sent her to secondary and university . Her sister always made her feel among, all her clothes, shoes, bags and even hairs were taken care of by her sister . That's why she feel bad cause they are sad because of her, she didn't wanna disappoint them . She had to fix things, she had to make things right . Ruky has taken enough of her life and her thoughts, enough is enough . . . . he's somewhere enjoying his life and here she is, she has burnt everything about him, deleted his number and messages, blocked his number from calling or texting her . . . . why can't she forget him? She even started a friend's with benefit relationship with Neto to get over Ruky . Hearing the song say . . . . I can hold the weight of worlds if that is what you need, be your everything . . . . she hit the next button on her phone . . . .

She gave her all to Ruky, broke all her rules, yet he left her . . . enough of that . The next song was by Burna Boy- On the low . Hearing the beat of the song she smiled, from now on She would leave for her child . . . . . never ever again will she ever love any man the way she loved Ruky, she would never give her heart completely to any man again . She made the right decision . . . she isn't getting married . Dancing to the beats of the song, she drove home .

Chapter end

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