I am an unwanted child, I was created from a tremendous mistake . I don't have the right for my future and possession . Even my position is just a display in which I don't hold its authority . In short, I don't own myself .
Once I was born the emperor immediately killed my mother with the reason that she's a shameful person to try to seduce him . Since I am his child he spare me but still neglected me .
I have no recollection of my mother but what I heard is that she also hate me, I'm the reason she was executed so it's only normal to blame a sudden life that was created .
AdvertisementI am now under the emperor's most unfavored concubine though she never show any care for me she still take me even it's for the respect on the emperor I still respect her for taking in someone unwanted as me .
Today was an auspicious day for the country because the war has come to an end and the emperor held a big banquet which is naturally I'm not invited . I have known for a very long time that I'm already forgotten but I'm fine with it . I have long-lost interest on it .
The night fell and I was surrounded by darkness . I have look at the sky and thought that maybe if I just die everything will end but I immediately throw the thoughts in my mind .
If I die I will just become more nuisance than I am now and being here is also not bad .
Suddenly I heard a knock on the door of my shabby courtyard and I hurried my steps to open it is only to find a eunuch who has a scroll in his hand .
The words that he spout made me froze on the spot .
"Imperial Edict!
9th Princess He Yanyu's marriage has been agreed by the two country of Su and Lou .
Accept the edict!"
So it is an edict, I can't believe it what's happening is this a punishment for me . Is this the reason for the sudden of the long war? Its impossible I'm just a significant person .
"He . . . He Yanyu Accepts the edict"
I have no choice, just as I said I'm not the one who decides my fate . I accept the scroll that holds the imperial edict in which anyone cannot question nor refuse .
When he made sure that I have it in my hands he immediately asked for leave .
I open the scroll and read the contents, just as what he shouted .
A Suivre . . .
Chapter end
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