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The author recently failed to upgrade to a bachelor's degree and is not in good condition. As a student of journalism and communication, when the enrollment rate is about 10% and there are still 460 places left, we still have no chance to continue education.
Anyway, it's just that I'm in a very bad state, and I've put in a lot of hard work with no reward, which is an uncomfortable feeling.
Eleven was not born in a harmonious and happy family, and grew up with a sister who was favored by her father since childhood.
Now that I am so old, I have no expectations anymore, but there is always something I cannot tolerate in my heart, which is being told that I am a child born without a mother.
My stepmother said that about me, but I didn't expect that after the divorce, my sister also said the same about me. She had a fight with her before the exam.
Just two days before the exam, my father came back with my sister. I was so stressed and out of control that I had a quarrel with my father. I cried all afternoon that day.
I didn't stay at home that day and arrived in Nanchang the next day. However, I never expected that I would find that I had a fever when I got up on the morning of the exam.
Of course I didn't do well in the exam. Not long after I returned home, I heard the news that my sister had been admitted to the best high school. I couldn't hold back.
And I, of course, failed the exam a few days ago.
So far I have not received an apology from my father, only most people in my family are telling me that I am older and should be more sensible.
I feel very complicated right now, feeling uncomfortable and confused.
I spent a lot of time preparing for the exam, and also spent a lot of money and energy.
Now I have no money, no energy, no hope, and nothing interesting to do. Although many people told me that it was not my fault, it was fate, and they asked me to accept my fate and forgive me, but I was unwilling to do so.
After adjusting for many days, my mood has not been high and I cannot adjust.
I will go out to look for a job in two days, but I am still confused.
Perhaps I will get back on my feet before too long, but not now.
Two years after graduating from a junior college, you can take the postgraduate entrance examination with equivalent academic qualifications. I also applied for an adult undergraduate degree. In a few days, I will start preparing to take the postgraduate entrance examination while working.
I am now owed an update for 3 days, the day after tomorrow at the latest. I will adjust myself and I will update normally.
After writing this, I actually hesitated for a long time whether to post it or not.
It's night, and I still can't write a word. Looking at the computer, I feel like a stone is weighing on my heart.
I am almost in a state of self-denial right now, and I even feel that I am incapable of doing anything and will fail in whatever I do.
I know the current situation is wrong, but I have no way to change myself.
There is no redeeming angel in reality, only yourself who swallows your emotions.
(End of this chapter)
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