First Player Chapter 265

Chapter 265 Chapter 262 · "But you're crying"

Raised the difficulty of the dungeon to such an outrageous level, allowing Mizushima Chuanqing to fully grasp the lifeblood of Dongxue early in the morning.

… This kind of situation will only appear in the most difficult tasks, similar to "identity competition".

It is precisely because this kind of competition is related to the [Powerholder] that she can fight to this point.

There is no hatred for no reason, and hatred for a while will not last long.

Only interest lasts forever.

Su Mingan looked at Mizushima Kawaharu who seemed to have acquiesced, and sighed softly again.

The identity of [in power] must not be simple.

According to the situation at the time, when the third world ended, the organizer met him alone and invited him alone, this was a special identity with a very high status, and it was the only one.

Combined with the words of the organizer at the time of "upgrading the dimension", it is normal for Mizushima Chuanharu to be so eager for it.

As Ying said before, things like "dominating Zhai Xing" can actually be done when those in power are promoted to a certain level. Then this special identity must be different from the ordinary identity.

—This is a very special status.

"So it is." Su Ming'an said softly, "That's why you are so persistent."

… Anyway, it was because of infighting.

Even if it's not for pure hatred, this kind of behavior that deliberately wants to kill him for a certain status...

is also stupid.

is too stupid.

"...Then can I stop?" Mizushima Chuanqing said softly.

Su Mingan narrowed his eyes.

"The world won't allow me to stop." She said, "...You don't understand at all, Su Mingan."

"It's just the two of us here, and we don't have language difficulties." Su Ming'an said, "You can try to make me understand."

Mizushima Kawaharu closed his eyes.

The lost eyes have begun to grow some tissues with the help of the johnson drug, and the wounds on her face have begun to heal. The picture of flesh and blood growth looks particularly terrifying at this time.

When she opened her eyes again, there was already a certain look in her eyes.

"My wish, you will not understand." She said: "-I want to free my sister and all mankind from this world ruled by games."

Su Ming'an's smile turned slightly stiff.

His breathing became a little faster, his heartbeat began to speed up involuntarily, and even his back began to sweat.

But soon, he forcibly suppressed these reactions.

"What did you say?" He said in a very light tone, facing the dog-like Mizushima Kawaharu.

"People who are ignorant and short-sighted will not understand my behavior." Mizushima Chuanharu said: "I was educated by a family since I was a child, and I understand how to bear humiliation and bear heavy burdens, and also understand how to stand up after failure.

…And even if I failed in the fifth world, I was still given a chance to rise again.

As long as I drag you to death here, complete my mission, become a player with the highest special status, and keep advancing, I will have the opportunity to save everyone...

And the world won't allow me to stop, I can't even take a step back.

The retreat has been blocked, blocked by myself.

—unless I can be here, drag you to death. Otherwise, what awaits me is failure.

…a failure like now. "

Su Mingan even thought he heard it wrong.

He was slightly stunned, a shock like Haitao engulfed him, and an extremely unspeakable and mixed emotions brewed in his chest.

His throat was as dry as a desert, his mouth seemed to be on fire, and he could not say a word for a moment.

... At this moment, he suddenly had the idea of falling over.

Mizushima Kawaharu was telling him—

has been in trouble everywhere, almost dragging him into an infinite loop, and she who completely shattered his hopes,

let him die several times, almost drove him to the organizer, almost drove him crazy, so she was telling him—

The reason why she did this, so deliberately, to kill him and drag him to **** with him—

—even with what he has always thought,

is exactly the same.

... She actually wanted to save her planet, her home.

She was also thinking about [redemption of Zhai Xing].

Su Mingan was almost out of breath.

But the difference between him and Mizushima Kawaharu is that he completely hides his true thoughts, while she speaks directly.

... She even took the initiative to ask the organizers to give her such a chance.

But she didn't turn back, and she couldn't test it, she didn't know what kind of malice the organizer carried in treating people like her who had the idea of rescuing Zhai Xing.

Therefore, she was pushed into a deeper abyss by the organizer.

…to face him.

to be his sharpening blade, to be his stepping stone.

Su Mingan felt dizzy for a while.

The sudden amount of information hit his mind, and his eyes were full of dark hallucinations that kept floating.

He couldn't describe the feeling.

…he's been alone, and he's been alone all the time.

There is no one to talk to, no one to communicate with, and true thoughts must be covered up with selfish words.

He also thought before that in this game, there must be people who have the same thoughts as him, but they are destined to be unable to communicate with each other.

In such a world, they are destined to be isolated islands of each other, and they can only hold their own ideals and fight against each other.

But now... someone was clearly standing in front of him and told him.

She is also one of the islands.

But the difference is that she doesn't seem to understand the danger, and is even stupid enough to say it in this situation.

He almost wanted to tug at her by the collar and tell her that she was targeting him so much, killing him like she was self-destructing, it was just a stupid "crash".

But at this time, facing such an ignorant compatriot, he must scoff at it.

He must use the most malicious words to criticize her.

"Does it make sense?"

Su Ming'an's expression froze for a moment, then he put on a smile again.

Facing Mizushima Kawaharu who had the same idea as him, he smiled extremely ironically.

"Rescue Zhai Xing? Mizushimagawa, are you deliberately going against the organizer?"

"—How could it be wrong! You are still laughing? What's so funny!" Mizushima Chuanqing's emotions surged like a tide, she gritted her teeth, and was extremely emotional:

"—How can someone like you understand! Even if it doesn't have meaning now, I'm giving it meaning! One day, I will definitely save the home where my sister is—"

"Even if you are promoted to the highest level of power, do you think you can accomplish such a thing?" Su Mingan sneered: "Who promised you, did you imagine it yourself?"

"I begged the organizer—they promised me—" Mizushima Kawaharu roared: "I absolutely, absolutely can win back my hometown, at least, it must not fall into the hands of people like you—"

Su Ming'an's smile became more real.

… He seemed, seemed, to have found a whole new way.

A whole new road in addition to all perfect clearances.

He should probably thank this mad dog-like Mizushima Kawaharu.

"Thank you for your failure." Su Mingan said.

"Su Ming'an, you don't know anything about me." Mizushima Chuanqing stared at him and suddenly calmed down:

"Your knowledge is too short, you have too little experience, you have never experienced the pain of struggling on the line of life and death, nor the shame of your family being taken away - if it was before, I can only blame you for not thinking of redemption, and Now, you who refuse to redeem your homeland and still choose to dominate the whole world are extremely selfish."

"You want to deny everything about me?" Su Mingan said.

"A student living in an ivory tower." Mizushima Kawaharu stared at him: "What can you understand? What do you have?"

The inside of her newly grown eyes were as black as ink, as if they had not been stained with dust, but the jet-black blood on the edge was extremely clear.

With blood in the corners of her eyes, her eyes were astonishingly cold for a while:

"Su Ming'an... You will always only look at things from the point of view of a villain, you are just a classic low-level character who has gained monstrous power for a while - you have no righteousness in your heart, and your desire for power has overwhelmed you.

From the moment you became the first player and sacrificed Yueyue, I knew that you were extremely selfish in your heart.

For the sake of a name, you can watch your companions die with cold eyes, and you can **** other people's things without hesitation.

Like a child with a nuclear weapon, your ideal level is completely mismatched with your strength.

… And I, the rest of us, have seen and experienced a lot more tragedies than you.

Whether it's me, or my sister, or even Edward, Ernie, Adolf...their vision, experience, and the world they see are much better than yours.

You are just—

A lucky little person.

A little person who is concerned by the organizer.

Gone **** luck guy.

You who were originally a student, Su Mingan, you who swung a knife at your compatriots for a little profit in front of you—you are so unworthy. "

Su Ming'an listened to Mizushima Chuanqing's words crying blood.

He can understand her words, after all, in her opinion, he is indeed an absolute enemy, and he has not shown the slightest influence because of her words,

But he couldn't forgive her behavior.

… As long as she can think a little more, she will not reveal her own thoughts.

She is so stupid, stupid and naive.

is like a hot-blooded teenage manga protagonist, thinking that hard work will make him successful, thinking that speaking loudly will make him "awake", thinking that as long as she works hard for so many years, she will have good results...

But in fact, the biggest boss she was facing and was spurning on, actually had the same purpose as her from beginning to end.

…and she never knew the truth.

Because this boss also loves the world she loves equally, equally.

Su Mingan smiled.

He seems to be acting in a funny stage play, crazily criticizing his own ideals.

"Nice to say, but too naive, Mizushima - redeem your homeland, and then what?

You cannot have absolute dominance, you cannot have the strongest strength.

You have heavy troops but don't use them, and you have power but don't care about them. You ignorantly fought against the organizer and ended up in today's ending.

Before you make a choice, you should clearly define the winning percentage and the outcome.

You should know that blood or pure love for your sister will not be the reason for your success.

- You never really fought your fate, you just lost to the person you looked down on the most.

You listen up. "

He faced Mizushima Chuanqing on the ground and said word by word:

"You can't do it at all."

"You can't save anyone."

"There is no result if you continue. No one can win to the end with such a ridiculous reason to redeem Zhai Xing."

"Your blood will be wiped away, your passion will gradually fade away."

"[You just adopted an extremely simplified and extreme way of thinking, put all opinions on the line, and turned them into admirable righteousness.]"

"—During this period, you didn't learn anything, only learned to affirm yourself completely and deny your opponent completely."

"And something like dignity, if you lose it the first time, there will naturally be a second time."

"Look, just under my temporary coercion, in less than a minute, you abandoned your dignity again, scored twice, and lay in front of me like a dog, just like you did at the beginning."

"Your so-called ideal is worthless, and your ten-year persistence is meaningless. The meaning in your mouth is far from meaningless."

"The redemption of the homeland is simply impossible—human beings cannot resist the organizers, nor can they go against their will."

"Rule is something that is considered from the perspective of the person in power, and you are breaking the basic rules of the game."

"You are simply killing yourself."

"You see perseverance and perseverance as progress, righteousness as your virtue, and think that under fair rules, you can win everything from the "game" system and be a hard-core player who overturns the board."

"—but you don't understand at all."

He slowly got up, looked at the abyss-like corridor, looked at Mo Yan walking slowly, looked at the pendant in his hand, and said softly:

"Mizushimagawa, you need to understand that in the game, the player is the most humble, and the existence that needs to comply with the rules the most.

And you will end up with nothing. "

"..." After listening to his long speech, Mizushima Kawaharu's expression finally showed a crack of collapse.

She was shaking, her whole body was shaking, her red eyes were staring at him, she seemed desperate to stretch out her hands and crush his neck out of thin air.

Shock, pain, sadness, disappointment... So many emotions flowed through her heart like a tide.

"Fortunately, you turned off the live broadcast and said this." She said hoarsely.

"Then have you been influenced by me?" Su Mingan asked.

"Never." She was silent for a moment, then resolutely said.

"Unfortunately."

“…because my path has ended,” she said.

Su Ming'an's eyes moved.

"I can't kill you, I can't stop you, my retreat has been blocked by myself." Mizushima Chuanqing said: "I only have this chance, and I failed."

"As a loser, what awaits me is disappearance and death," she said.

"Su Ming'an, you are very arrogant, extremely arrogant." She said: "Other people can't see it, but I have fully heard your arrogance in your words.

Even if in the end, you manage to dominate everything - you can't bring this land back to life.

You have been completely assimilated, and you have no sense of the bottom line and emotions that human beings should have.

You are not at all, not human.

In a real sense, you've settled into the game - you've become the real first 'player'. "

She said, her voice getting hoarse and faint.

Like floating among the clouds, she contained vague words, blood dripped from the corners of her mouth, and said her last words:

"-congratulations."

Su Mingan closed his eyes.

When he opened his eyes again, he saw the body of the girl who had lost all limbs in front of him, and had completely fallen to the ground.

was spread over her body like a map stained with blood. She closed her eyes and remained silent, like a dark tombstone.

His hands trembled slightly.

…When will human beings truly master themselves.

Don't pretend to be crazy, don't wag your tail and beg for pity, don't live like slaves and dogs in order to prevent the exposure of true intentions.

Incompetent pioneers died before his eyes.

separated by a sad barrier, their ideals can not communicate.

And even such a foolish compatriot... He could still hear the trembling of her soul as she fell in front of him.

is scarce and precious.

Stupid and naive.

And he will end the game himself.

After nine months.

He raised his head.

He saw Mo Yan standing at the door with a somewhat surprised expression.

"Mo Yan, what's wrong?"

He thought that this part of them was a bit shocking, and Mo Yan heard the words that could terrify the whole world.

"Big Brother." Mo Yan quickly approached him: "Are you alright."

Su Mingan knew that Mo Yan probably heard it.

But he felt that Mo Yan was a trustworthy person.

The opponent even gave him his life, several times.

"It's okay - someone said that the person who is constantly running for his own interests is the most motivated and ideal person."

Su Ming'an said this with a very bright smile: "...I think they are right."

Mo Yan looked at him.

Mo Yan was looking at him with extremely complicated eyes, watching him carefully, as if looking at a strange thing.

"…Big brother."

"But you're crying."

(end of this chapter)

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