-TX Studios- October 25th
Lila's request for Haruka was relatively simple; she just wanted him to accompany her to her upcoming drama shooting that would start next month . The original female lead dropped out for some reason, and she ended up having to take her place . The last five days, other than her spending more time with Kiryu, something else had happened . A deep sigh passed her lips, Lila really wanted to ask Haruka about it earlier . About the song, Aizawa Mei sang during her guerilla live . Not many people had noticed it until she sang it on a music program .
"Haruka's songs," Lila murmured to herself . Was just her imagination? But everybody else is speculating it . It sounds similar to something Haruka wrote for her before . While most people could only speculate, and not formulate a proper answer . But Lila knew it was Haruka's song . How come? Why did Haruka write Aizawa Mei a song?
"Lilsan were ready for you . "
. . . . .
Lila didn't think that not only would she receive congratulations . But her gaze landed on the number of business cards in her hands . Her sweatdropped . All of those people coming out of the audience out the blue surprised her . The song Lila sang was the song Haruka supposedly wrote for Aizawa Mei . It felt wrong to her at first, but once she started singing, it felt like the song was made for her .
"Terashima Lila . "
Her thoughts broke off when she spotted pink hair, "Misaki-san!"
"I came to warn you," Misaki nodded, "I didn't say this at the dinner the other time because of Haruka . But I will tell you straight up, from now on Zane will do whatever he can to break your relationship with Haruka . He will use all types of means to tear you two apart . "
"It seems like I provoked him . "
Misaki nodded, "Nobody's provoked him as much as you," she trailed off, "Lila, I am giving you this warning because your Haruka's girlfriend . I know he will use whatever method he can to either disgrace your reputation, so you'll be seen as being unworthy of Haruka . "
"Etto question!"
"Yes?"
"It's not about being worthy, pretty, or even talented . Haruka loves me because I'm me and I love him because he's him . It's not about whether we are worth anything, or even deserve each other . Its because we want to be together because that's what we chose . "
To her surprise, Misaki-san burst into laughter .
Lila blinked in confusion . "Misaki-san?"
"Truly you're an interesting one . Tell me, Lila, regarding Haruka . Is there a particular reason why you don't tell him what you want from him?"
What does she want? Lila was puzzled for a few minutes when Misaki whispers something in her ear . Her cheeks flush red, realizing what she meant .
"How innocent . But surely you have the same desires? I'll admit even though Haruka is younger than me; it's easy for any woman of my age to become attracted to him . "
"B—b—but— waah," Lila stammered . By this point, her cheeks were flushed red . Why is Misaki-san asking her something like this?
"I'm asking as a fellow woman . " Oh !!! Misaki continued, "I simply don't understand it . Is it the age difference? At the start, I thought that but then there's Miyazawa Rosalia, and other girls Haruka knows who are the same age . '
"It's not . . . it's not like I don't have any desires towards Kiryu, in fact, I have quite a lot," Lila admitted . She somehow managed to put on a brave expression despite how embarrassed she felt . She really does have loads, loads of things she wants to do Haruka too .
"Hmm and yet . . . ?"
"B--but, I um have little experience or skills . When I think about all the other girls Haruka's been with, I become ashamed," Lila admitted . She can't compare with those other girls at all .
"So that's it . I see I see, makes sense . Indeed, most men prefer experienced woman . But you know Lila, Haruka isn't that sort of man . He slept with those experienced women not out of personal preference but because by sleeping with an experienced person . He would learn techniques on how not to hurt you . "
"Ah . . . um? Eh?"
Misaki deeply exhaled, "In the end, it was all for you . From the very start . Haruka was very hesitant about sleeping with other girls; of course, he was . After all, he loves you . The other girls must have seen it and came to the same conclusion as me, 'not to get attached . "
"But Misaki-san, didn't you love Kiryu? "
"I did, but," Misaki sighed, "Maybe I fell for Haruka too . Even if we tell ourselves not to get attached, it's impossible . The more time we spent with someone, feelings of attachment and other feelings emerge . But despite that, none of the girls ever tried to confess to him . Haruka always looked seriously solemn after touching another girl, leading to the other party pretending to be indifferent to make him feel better .
For Haruka, it's always been about you . ' The first time I touch her, I want it to be special . I don't want to hurt her . ' it's impossible since he'd be touching a virgin, you'd feel pain . But he insisted on that idea . Though it was Kiryu who took your first time, how did that feel?"
Even though Misaki-san usually has a blank expression . Lila could see the sparkle in her eyes . Her sweatdropped, its almost as though she only said the other things at the start as a set up to this conversation . Haruka, he really is a dummy .
"Ah-huh, it's like that . It really was special, and," Lila laughs, " For some strange reason it didn't hurt . It just felt so natural to me . Even though I was a virgin . "
"I see what about Haruka?"
Lila's cheeks colored at her question . What about Haruka? Isn't it obvious?
"I see," Misaki trailed off and began to walk away . She pauses for a moment, though . "Don't lose to that woman . "
"I won't . "
"Terashima Lila, I will see you at practice . "
"Yes, goodbye, Misaki-san, and thank you . "
. . . .
When Lila goes up the back staircase to go to the roof, she noticed the card slipped on her sleeve . ' My details . Contact me anytime . ' Lila blinks, it must he when they shook each other's hands just now . Her thoughts broke off when she caught a glimpse of maroon-colored hair . It belonged to her boyfriend Karashima Haruka .
Wahhh wahhh! Her Haruka looks so handsome! Otto Otto . . . phone . . . Lila quickly found her phone and took a quick picture . Alright! She should make this her wallpaper . No sooner had she done a small victory pose, she hears a chuckle .
"Why is my wife taking sneak shots of me?"
"Cause! Just now you looked handsome," Lila explained .
"Only now?"
Lila panicked when she sensed his hurt tone, only to be interrupted by laughter . Wah! Lila walked over to the railing, cheeks in a pout . " Haruka, you're always bullying me recently . As punishment, were standing a part! "
"Hmm . "
He's so silly . But as expected, she does like seeing him smile .
"I didn't think you'd sing my song . "
Lila nodded happily, "Ah, its cause I like it . "
"Is that all?"
"And I noticed Haruka, that song -- rather than you using me as an inspiration . Was that song, not meant for me?" Lila questioned . She thought it was just her imagination, but after she started to sing it . Lila understood, Haruka wrote it for her .
"Spot on, I knew you were a genius, Lila . "
Wah, she's being praised! Hearing another chuckle . Lila looked away, embarrassed . She really does need to stop being so happy whenever he compliments her . But Lila liked everything Haruka does, especially regarding her . " How come? "
"Honestly, I really was in a slump . No melodies, lyrics, or anything came to mind . I realized what the reason was quite quickly, it's because I couldn't meet with you as often as I did before . As you know Lila, all my songs are written for you . They're all dedicated or inspired to you one way or another . Even when I write for others, there's something in the song that connects to you . I've never encountered such a problem before . Because we've always been together, even when we're apart . We've always frequently contacted each other . "
Ah, that's right . This time around, she really did get a glimpse of it . A life without Haruka . No phone calls or messages . Not seeing him for days . It's like they were living in completely different universes .
"So yeah, since I couldn't come up with anything . I just gave her one of the songs I wrote for you . I regretted it instantly . I write those songs solely for you; I didn't want anyone else singing them . Her interpretation of the song is nice . But it's not what I imagined . "
Lila frowned, "I still wish I heard about it from you, it scared me, you know? When I heard about it from other people, it upset me . "
"I know . "
Chapter end
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