Let's talk a few words from our hearts
I'm not asking for a monthly ticket, I'm not asking for a reward, I'm not asking for anything, I'm just asking for a few words with everyone.
The veteran is currently writing full-time and basically doesn't go to the hospital.
ˆ˜I have been under a lot of psychological pressure recently, which may come from both internal and external directions.
First of all, the overall performance of medical articles is not very good now. For such a large website, there are really not many people writing medical articles now, and it is difficult to improve the performance.
The veteran's book "Dr. Chen, Don't Be a Coward" has a current score of 15,600, which is also the upper limit of this book.
I feel uneasy about the future path and how to take it.
In the last book, I tried to make a change and wrote "This Doctor is Dangerous". As we all know, the results collapsed. Of course, the reason was that I would not be able to write due to my limited ability in the later period.
How should I write in the future?
Should I continue writing medical articles, or should I try to change and create other themes?
Physical writing, I wrote "A Top Student Is Cheating". I was young at that time, so my writing might be very bad.
Later, I wrote "When the Doctor Prescribes a Plug-in", and the results were pretty good.
Later on, I wrote "This Doctor Is Dangerous", ahem... As we all know, I didn't write it well for many reasons.
The veteran came back and wrote the Chinese medicine text "Dr. Chen, Don't Be Cowardly".
Writing this, I suddenly felt a little confused.
Can I get ahead in writing?
Do I have such strength?
Am I suitable for this industry?
Should I go back to work?
I feel a little anxious and nervous?
There are more and more books with good grades at Qidian, and there are so many books that are ordered every day, and many every month.
I suddenly felt that I was mediocre.
That's right.
I chose this industry because I actually thought I had some talent.
But now it seems that luck is more important?
Do I need to change, and I can no longer just write medical articles? Do I need to consider switching to writing books with a wider audience...Do I...
All in all, I think about it a lot.
Looking back, it seems that I have returned to a problem: I am not confident anymore.
And fell into a circle of self-doubt. I don't know where to go in the future.
People's fear comes from the inability to grasp unknown and unclear things.
As for writing a book, I suddenly didn't know whether I had the talent or whether I should persevere.
Should it be regarded as a part-time job? You should still go out bravely, try and fail.
I feel like a coward because I'm afraid of failure.
Or in the adult world, there are always many things that make you dare not fail.
Plus I encountered some things recently.
It makes me more stressed.
So this kind of pressure is amplified and becomes a kind of tension and anxiety.
I sat in front of the computer for a long time, looking at the group chat, and my mind went blank.
Actually, it's nothing.
Veterans will try their best to adjust.
This book is actually a challenge for me. Before this, the upper limit of Chinese medicine literature was very low. I at least achieved an average subscription of 15,000 and 6,000, which was fine.
Of course, maybe I should work hard and try.
Thank you all for listening to me talk for so long.
I will work hard to adjust and study hard, and hope that I will be able to read the next book as well.
The excitement of life may be uncertain surprises and unexpected happiness.
I feel so upset today that I want to take a day off and continue tomorrow.
thank you all.
(End of this chapter)
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