Crazy Psychologist Chapter 423

The other she in her body was giggling, delighting, and rejoicing.

This is an idea that Bai Lu cannot accept, let alone confide in others. It is a kind of unkindness, a dark thought that lacks morality, and it means distortion or even moral corruption.

So she couldn't say it, but she couldn't get rid of the thought.

"Doctor Mu Chun?" Bai Lu suddenly turned to look at Mu Chun.

"Eh? I'm here." Mu Chun replied.

"I think you are abnormal." Bai Lu said.

"Isn't it normal? I'm fine." Mu Chun looked at his left shoulder, then at his right shoulder, and finally at his shoes.

Bai Lu was amused by Mu Chun's cute and helpless look, "You used to be muddle-headed and often spoke strangely, why don't you speak now and become refined?"

Mu Chun rubbed his head embarrassingly, "Isn't this your husband coming back? Shouldn't I restrain myself?"

"Ah? What nonsense?" Bai Lu didn't know whether to laugh or cry. She just thought that Dr. Mu Chun had become serious and reliable, but why did she suddenly become so serious and irrelevant?

While thinking about it secretly, Mu Chun seemed to have retreated on the road of elegance, and Bai Lu could only hear Mu Chun complaining, "Yes, why did Teacher Bai Lu get married? It's too much and too uncomfortable. If you want me to say Ah, it would be great if Teacher Bai Lu wasn't married."

"Ah? Can the doctor say such things?" Bai Lu asked.

"Then don't treat me as a doctor. After all, we are not just doctors and patients, right? Besides, we are not in the Huayuan Bridge Community Health Center now. You should say your love, or you will feel I'm different from before, just depressed, me, if I can express my true thoughts without being ridiculed or looked down upon, I think my true thoughts are quite reasonable.” Mu Chunyue said The happier he was, he patted himself on the shoulder with his hand, talking nonsense in a serious manner.

"Then what is Dr. Mu's real thinking?" Bai Lu couldn't spoil Mu Chun's interest, so she asked cooperatively.

"Well, I'd better not say it." Mu Chun flinched suddenly, shook his head and turned around, leaving only his back facing Bai Lu.

When Mu Chun made such a fuss, Bai Lu suddenly didn't know what to do, he hesitated for a long time, Mu Chun raised his head and lamented for a while, and shook his head dejectedly for a while.

"Doctor Mu Chun, what's wrong with you? Then I won't ask you what you really think." Bai Lu said.

Mu Chun turned around suddenly, with countless (crying and laughing) expressions on his ordinary face, with a kind of embarrassment about to shed tears at any time. Bai Lu was a little confused, and quickly comforted her, "Doctor Mu, you can say what you want, and don't say it if you don't want to. Don't scare me."

"Teacher Bai Lu is really a good person...how did you get married??????? I think that the matter of He Ping may not be all bad, since it is so...yes Well...then it's okay for Teacher Bai Lu to fall in love with others. Life requires equal exchange, and we must also pay attention to whether it is fair or not. Don't you have to worry about your own affairs? Everyone is wrong, let's get even." Mu Chun sighed with emotion.

puff!

Bai Lu couldn't help laughing, isn't that exactly what she was thinking? How could someone say it so easily? In Bai Lu's mind, such a thought is like a devil.

Obviously I am greedy for drinking, afraid of loneliness, always feel that my husband is not around, and do those stupid things, when I know that He Ping is really cheating, I have those shameful thoughts in my heart, and indeed I also thought of getting even.

This kind of thinking is so tempting, it seems to erase my mistakes in an instant.

It's like an eraser, bit by bit erasing the past that I don't want to recall.

No need to worry about how to face He Ping anymore, because he also made mistakes, and he was also wrong.

But can such words really be said? Can the mushrooms growing in this corner really be brought under the sun?

This Mu Chun, this doctor, why did he say it directly, and he said it so that it makes people~~~~~~ feel relaxed.

Her thoughts came out of Mu Chun's mouth, and Bai Lu didn't know what to say for a while.

"So now, let's take a look at He Ping's question. Now that everyone is even, what do you think? Do you believe him when you are a couple? Once you believe him, it means that he has not cheated or cheated. Commit those stupid things?" Mu Chun kindly reminded.

Bai Lu fell into deep thought. Five minutes later, Bai Lu said, "Has he found a lawyer? What did he tell you that day?"

Mu Chun told Bai Lu about He Ping's denial of having an intimate relationship with Xu Dan, and Bai Lu looked a little disappointed.

"Life always moves forward, Teacher Bai Lu, go and see him, maybe he has something he hasn't told me that he would like to tell you."

Mu Chun waited for Bai Lu to nod and left the ward. Five minutes later, Mu Chun saw Fang Ming, who was ashen-faced.

"Mu Chun, can you drive?" Fang Ming asked while taking off his white coat.

"Ah? I will." Mu Chun replied.

"Okay." Fang Ming took out the key of the Ford car from his pants pocket and handed it to Mu Chun.

Although it is cold winter, the heating in the surgical inpatient department is not cold at all, it can be regarded as the temperature like spring all the year round. But Fang Ming's hand was as cold as the bowl taken out of the refrigerator.

When Mu Chun touched Fang Ming's finger, he thought he had touched the key.

"Doctor Fang, what's the matter with you?" There were nurses and patients walking in the corridor, and Mu Chun's voice was very low.

Fang Ming shook his head, "Let's talk in the car."

He looked extremely tired, so tired that Mu Chun felt that he was trying to force himself to speak.

Mu Chun started the Ford car, Fang Ming checked the seat belt once, and then looked out the window.

The inside of the car was extremely cold, and Mu Chun looked forward to heating up faster, but it was not that easy. Unlike the cooling of the air conditioner, in the heating system of the car's air conditioner, the heat is not generated by the air conditioning system, but by Produced by engine coolant. After the engine is started, it keeps running and doing work, and a large amount of heat is generated during the operation. This part of the heat is quickly absorbed by the engine's coolant to cool the engine, and the air in the compartment is continuously flowing under the action of the blower. The heat exchanger, so as to continuously exchange heat with the coolant flowing through the heat exchanger, so as to achieve the purpose of heating.

This process cannot be rushed.

Mu Chun knew that Fang Ming would feel better if it was warmer in the car, no matter what happened to him, it would be better if it was warmer.

"I didn't expect you to be able to drive." Fang Ming said suddenly.

What kind of logic is this, do I look like someone who can't drive?

"Ah, I learned it when I was in college." Mu Chun replied.

"I also learned it when I was in college, and I was still taking his class that year." Fang Ming looked out of the car window at Wutong who was backing away quickly.

The sycamore trees that surround the sea in winter, after dropping the last batch of dead leaves, are like giant dry old people, tired and lonely, and the branches of uneven thickness are stubbornly trying to rush at them, but they are so quiet that they can't even see the wind blowing. Shake by half.

"He? Is it the patient you received just now?" Mu Chun asked.

Fang Ming didn't speak. He closed his eyes and put his hands on the air outlet of the air conditioner. While warming his fingers, he stared blankly at the windshield.

"Doctor's welfare time. The physical and mental doctor will solve your problems for free. Is your friend sick?" Mu Chun asked mischievously.

Fang Ming took a deep breath, closed his eyes, and nodded when he saw Mu Chun acting so cute.

"It's too difficult, it's really difficult. He just divorced two years ago and married his beloved girl. The girl is two circles younger than him. The daughter who can do it has given birth to a child after marriage. The youngest daughter is only two years old now. less than age.

Two years ago, everyone envied that he was about to retire. He was a real winner in life. He went abroad to study on a full scholarship. After returning to China, he first engaged in teaching in medical schools, focused on scientific research, and later joined overseas pharmaceutical companies. You know, the year-end awards of biopharmaceutical companies over the years can be piled up into a small hill on the bed. Although I haven't seen many special achievements, but there is really a lot of hot money.

A colorful life, a talented person, when he divorced two years ago, he was already a senior executive of a pharmaceutical company. In this life, he has lived several lifetimes. I went to Los Angeles to attend his wedding two years ago. The bride and Lin Chiling is just as beautiful, and the wedding ceremony was very fashionable. There were many celebrities in the business world and people from the entertainment industry. At that time, he looked in good health and was still shrewd and capable.

Speaking of it, when I was studying, the pharmacology course was a headache, and I didn't have any interest at all. If the original professor was not pregnant and about to give birth, and he just came back to take the pharmacology course, I might have to retake it. "

When Fang Ming talked about his time in college, his gloomy mood seemed to be a little better, and his face had some energy.

After driving two streets, there was finally a little heat in the car.

Mu Chun listened carefully, and at the same time he had to drive seriously. He drove very slowly, almost without any irritability, but he could not tolerate any distraction.

Fang Ming shook his head and sighed, "You drive more steadily than me, it's a pity not to be a surgeon."

Mu Chun smiled and said, "Isn't life just a bit of a pity? I'm quite used to it. Surgeons will also encounter a lot of confusion. For example, the patient's family members do not understand the treatment plan, and the patient thinks that the doctor did not treat him well enough. The treatment plan, or the patient thinks that his thoughts are different from his whole life, and the doctor does not know as much as the patient... I don't know. Speaking of general practice, I also practiced in the surgical ward for more than half a year. It seems that there are many, many things going on every day, but not all of them can have a perfect ending, some of them will disappear naturally with time, and some will disappear with the replacement of new sheets."

"It's true. The hospital is such a place. Time is rushing. Every doctor can tell a lot of stories, but we don't have enough time to stay in many stories. We are rushing to the next operation and admitting patients, okay , Accept patients, 15 good beds, surgery in the afternoon, remember not to eat anything in the morning, have you eaten anything, um...very good.

Discharge summary, admission record, discharge summary...the time in the hospital passes quickly. Actually, I really like Huayuan Bridge Community Medical Center. Although the outpatient clinic is very hard, there are always many patients, there are many old people who can't speak clearly, and there are also family members who always trouble you, but after leaving the ward, it is indeed far away from human beings. will be a little farther away.

Sometimes I envy you, Mu Chun, I really envy you. There is no blood department, no scalpel department, no ICU, no respirator, no rescue, no entanglement in front of life and death. "Fang Ming rolled down the car window a little bit, and let some cold air into the car.

"Why did he return to China for treatment?" Mu Chun asked.

Fang Ming didn't seem to have thought about this question, frowned, and turned to look at Mu Chun, "I haven't thought about this question, and I haven't had time to ask the professor. I've been paying attention to his condition, and I'm very nervous. I don't think I can handle it."

"yes?"

"The values of tumor markers have risen in an all-round way, especially c199, which is more than ten times higher than the normal value. CT shows that there is a space-occupying dry stir-fry in the middle of the pancreas, and the mass compresses the pancreatic duct. The bile duct has not yet been involved on CT, so the professor It seems that there is no obvious jaundice reaction. He feels deep pain after eating. He is a medical student. Although he has been engaged in drug development since then, he is still sensitive to his own body. He went for a checkup soon. Indeed, It doesn't seem to be in the late stage, but optimistically speaking, it can even be considered as the middle stage. The professor himself knew that there were indications for surgery, so after the examination, he booked a flight ticket back to the sea, and it arrived today. He asked me to find me by name. Accept, fortunately I am indeed attached to Zhinan today."

Fang Ming tried his best to speak lightly about a very serious illness, and it didn't sound so hopeless.

Mu Chun heard it very clearly, and also understood why Fang Ming's hands were so cold in the hospital before.

"Pancreatic cancer?" Mu Chun said.

"Yes, pancreatic cancer, even if you are not a medical student, you should know that pancreatic cancer is more dangerous than good. The degree of danger of this disease and our current treatment technology still do not have a particularly effective method.

Although part of the tumor can be resected and followed by radiotherapy according to the specific condition, if you are lucky, it is unknown if the tumor can be completely resected; if the patient considers not to undergo surgery, but to chemotherapy and radiotherapy first, and then surgery after relief and recombination, it is not a bad idea. a way. But...but..."

Fang Ming, who was unusually calm, said several "buts" in succession, but in the end he was so choked up that he couldn't speak.

After sniffling his nose, Fang Ming said again, "Please listen to me, this is my job, so it's very annoying for you to listen."

"Yes, it's quite annoying. Anyone who hears it will be worried. You are a doctor and a student of the professor. You have always been in a good relationship. You must be even more worried." Mu Chun stepped on the brakes and waited for the red light.

"But I guess the professor himself is more worried. He is a very strong and decisive person. This time he came to circumnavigate the sea alone. I am worried that he didn't tell his newly married wife about it. I'm afraid his wife will worry. .” Fang Ming said.

"So he came to Zhinan Affiliated Hospital to look for you, and he also hopes that you can keep the secret for him, right? Don't tell your former colleagues or classmates, it will be easier for him, a very strong person, will not Give up hope easily, he will cooperate with the treatment, Doctor Fang." Mu Chun slowly drove the car into the parking lot, closed the windows, put on the handbrake, and after doing everything step by step, opened the car door.

Fang Ming got out of the car with a smile, and seemed to have regained his usual sternness and stability. "Our inpatient department will also be completed. In the future, there will be more and more patients. Dr. Mu should work hard."

It was as if the sorrow just now had been put into the pocket of his coat, if he didn't pay attention to observe, he couldn't find it at all.

"Just tell me if you need me." After walking to the second floor, Mu Chun patted Fang Ming's shoulder.

This scene happened to be seen by Liu Tiantian, and he chased Mu Chun all the way to the fifth floor, "Eh? Teacher Mu Chun, Director Fang Ming is not a muddled person like Dr. Zhang. You are not afraid of walking so close to him." ?”

"Afraid? What are you afraid of? Fang Ming is a very good doctor. Besides, he is now more and more understanding of the work of the physical and mental department. Why should I be afraid of him?" After Mu Chun finished speaking, she changed into a white coat and soaked herself. Had a cup of coffee.

Liu Tiantian spread his hands~www.mtlnovel.com~ Okay, okay, Teacher Mu Chun can handle anyone, and now even Director Fang Ming has become your good friend. By the way, Lawyer Zhang Mei is here. She seems to have gone to Dean Jia's side first. Let's go to Dr. Chu's office now. Don't say I didn't remind you. She is not in a good mood. I guess Shen Fan's affairs are not going well. . "

After Liu Tiantian finished speaking, he took a bottle of yogurt from the refrigerator and tiptoed out of the outpatient room.

Mu Chun stretched, turned on the computer and printed some documents. He thought again about whether Zhou Ming had missed anything, whether there was any important part that he hadn't thought of.

Hmm... It should be considered that I haven't missed any important points, but Mu Chun is not sure whether Zhou Ming will never have [pica] again in the future.

This is the mood of a physical and mental doctor. How much effect can we achieve with our best efforts? Sometimes it is not visible in the present moment.

Psychosomatic treatment is different from surgery and internal medicine. Speaking of it, there are many parts that everyone can understand, but in many cases, psychosomatic doctors themselves may not be fully sure.

Just as the neuroscientist Damasio discussed the human mind, behavior and brain, consciousness, feelings and emotions in detail in the book "Feeling Everything that Happens", the curiosity and exploration of such issues is human. A gift, a person fully understands the relationship between emotions and the body, feels the occurrence of emotions and the problems being solved, and realizes that he is feeling emotions, maybe a person can really get better from the predicament.

Mu Chun closed his eyes, wanting to rest for a while, then he seemed to hear a very soft voice.

That voice said, will there be no mental illness in the human world?

Chapter end

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