Conqueror of All Chapter 1

Published at 3rd of October 2019 10:14:26 PM Chapter 1

Europe – 2018

Izan XXXXXX was an ordinary person in many people's eyes . He was 21 years old, he had silky dark hair, slightly tanned skin and possessing a lean but strong body . In all fairness, Izan had almost never suffered any grievance or suffering since young age . He had a loving family and a couple of great friends by his side .

Even with all these things in his favour, something was far from okay…
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In an apartment, Izan was laying on his bed with his hand trying to grab his chest, or more specially, his heart . He was gritting his teeth, but to no avail . After a couple of minutes, Izan sighed out helplessly, his shiny brown eyes showed no emotions, only showing an empty shell of his true self .

No one knew about it, Izan made sure to hide his true thoughts only to himself . Izan had been suffering from depression, and of one kind that has been hurting him physically and mentally greatly over the years . He had slowly lost interest to the world and his smile which was beautiful vanished . But, that was not all, at any given moment, from the second he woke up to the second he fell asleep, he would always feel his heart aching .

Izan had been thinking of committing suicide for a long time, but he never did so because he knew if he did so, his family would grief beyond what he could possible think . Therefore, Izan had been trying his best from not committing suicide, but that did not mean he wouldn't think about it . Far from it, there were days he was thinking of killing himself for nearly 17 hours .

"… I am tired…" Izan sighed as he weakly mumbled . Yes, Izan was tired . He was tired of everything .

In the next second, a glint of madness appeared in his eyes, following by an emotion of grief and lastly avoid of all feelings . Izan shook his head slightly before sighing . This was another thing he never wanted to tell anyone, because he knew this wasn't a normal way for a person in the era to think .

"I want . I want to rule . Being a leader, a master, a king, an emperor, a god…" Izan slowly closed his eyes as he held his chest once again . Izan wished to rule everything . No, more like, it was to the point that Izan believed that he must rule everything . He felt more heartache, not even knowing why, a tear escaped from the corner of his eye .

Luckily, Izan didn't see or feel that tear, or he would have felt devastated . Because he couldn't cry when his first friend died . Nor when he visited his twin brother's grave . Izan has met with a lot of situations that would make people cry their hearts out, but Izan was never able to feel sad and cry about it .

Slowly but surely, Izan fell into sleep…

A day passed by, Izan's family tried to call him but to no avail . Even his elder sister went to his apartment, ringing on his door and knocking on the door . After hours passed by, she called the manager of the apartment, hoping that he could open the door .

The moment the door was opened, what welcomed their sights was Izan laying on his bed, his skin was pale as paper . His elder sister hurriedly rushed towards him, she swiftly called the ambulance after seeing him not breathing .

On September 24th, Izan XXXXXX passed away in his sleep alone in his apartment .

Chapter end

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