Clow Cards Cardcaptor ~

[Because I really want to write a sentence for this volume and all the painful experiences before, so I wrote the end-of-volume testimonials of this volume in advance before the update is finished.]

[Of course, due to my obsessive-compulsive disorder, I will put this one back at the end after all the extra episodes are updated]

[There is a lot of pain in the first half of this chapter, if you want to read the summary of the plot, you can directly move to the second half]

[However, most people should not read the testimonials at the end of the paper, and it is so long, I skip it every time when I read the book, hh]

it is finally over,

From March 21 to July 23, I finished this volume in two years and three months. If it were someone else's book, I would probably finish it.

Then I finished a volume, probably close to 600,000 words,

Really, this fact is too much, the speed is so slow that I usually deliberately let myself not think about it, so as not to cause a mental explosion and affect the update,

It's like you got hurt somewhere, because you dare not press it because you are afraid of pain, so you pretend it doesn't exist

But now, now that the North American volume is finally finished, I can finally talk about it as if I dug it out from the bottom of my heart,

These days I have been reminiscing, recalling the experience from this volume, the entire North American volume, my mentality throughout,

is pain,

Very painful

Looking through the writer's comments, it's either Calvin or an apology. It seems that I haven't said a few times, ah, I'm having a good day and I'm very happy recently that I finally found a girlfriend.

I don't know if you remember, at the end of the last volume of testimonials,

I just said that I didn't know what to write in the North American volume, and I was so panicked that I was going to die.

Then after I actually started writing, I opened the plot at the beginning of this volume these days, and recalled the mood at that time,

It's just that the new map, new characters, and the plot of the next whole volume didn't bother me, Cavin couldn't do it

But looking back now, I find that it was actually okay. At that time, there was a sense of freshness for the new volume, and the freshness of the previous volume, which was tired of writing, and I wanted something different every day.

On the premise of guaranteeing the quality for one month, although Calvin can still update about fifteen chapters (of course, I know that this number is actually not enough compared to other authors, but I remember that I really tried my best at the time)

So in the first half of this volume, as of the energy field, the progress is still normal.

It really took two and a half years for this volume to get stuck

It was mid-January last year

At that time, I had a sickness, a stomach flu or something, and I threw up in the elevator.

Because in the past few months, the pressure accumulated by Kawen made life dizzy,

Those days were too impressive,

Calvin, anxiety, staying up late, don't want to wash your hair, unkempt, two meals a day, eat until you are hungry, eat the same takeaway for several days in a row, gobble it up in three to two minutes, sit still since morning Don't stand up and move around to digest it, wear a single song with headphones for five or six hours to find emotions

Then this state lasted for a few days and then I fell ill immediately. At that time, I lived in Dalian by myself.

Alone in a city without parents to take care of you, no friends around, no one to talk to you,

When the symptoms are the worst, I can only lie on the bed stiffly, and I don't want to tell my parents

At that time, I didn't know what to say about the sadness. Stomach pain, stomach emptiness, and inability to eat. Stomach flu was the same as a common cold. Nasal congestion, runny nose, throat inflammation, and tears

I should know what it feels like to work alone outside. At that time, my direct mentality exploded when I would lie in bed and feel uncomfortable.

Although I always say that my mentality is exploding, it was really different that time.

Thinking about it is so uncomfortable, being sick is so uncomfortable, health is the most important thing, and living is the most important thing. I really have to write this broken novel? Do I have to force myself to do this? Why do I have to live in such pain? Ah, why am I so uncomfortable, I was already suffering, why is my youth and my best age so painful, it is roughly similar to these thoughts, (Of course, the language at that time will be more intense than what I wrote here many)

It is true that illness can make people vulnerable. At that time, I was ill, lonely, uncomfortable, and the anxiety and stress accumulated by Cavin in the past few months all piled up into one emotional outburst.

Then a string snapped in my brain.

It's the energy that forced me to update as soon as possible, don't slack off, if I don't update for two or three days, the pressure, the sense of guilt will explode, and the focus of my life is all on the novel. It just collapsed.

Then, after that, the number of updates I made in a month changed from a dozen to six or seven,

I really just couldn't bear the pain before, and collapsed, the strength in my heart was broken

Then, in this state where the strings have been snapped, after writing the energy, I entered the stage of real pain,

Yes, it is the plot in the financial field.

The main reasons for writing this volume for two and a half years, about medical treatment and energy, are about 150 chapters in total, written in the beginning of a year,

In the financial field, there are only 50 chapters in total, and it took a little over a year to write

To be honest, this is what I have been trying to keep myself from thinking about. Damn it, I wrote fifty chapters in the early days of a year.

But the fact is really like this, I have written several climactic battles, and entered the financial plot, I am really blank,

I can only choose the most stupid way,

hard time

The number of updates in a month has changed from six or seven directly to about four, and then to the next three, or even the last two,

From the first seven days was the bottom line, it became ten days, and it took fifteen days to hold back the last one

To clarify, I didn't write it on the last day, and then I went to play all the previous days

How did I live these days?

Basically, I was paralyzed for three days, escaping and relieving the pain of the previous cycle (I tried not to do this, so I forced to continue writing, but in fact, I would just sit for a day without writing anything, which made my mentality even more explosive)

Then for the next four or five days, I sat in front of the computer and racked my brains from morning till night,

Every time before I start Calvin, I have to go through all the fronts again, wear headphones and listen to songs non-stop, the single loops until I vomit, accumulate emotions to find the state,

Otherwise, a poor and white brain can't work at all.

It took several hours, or even a whole day, otherwise I would not be able to find the feeling of the last one, and I would not be able to burn it.

The degree of trouble is no less than bathing and changing clothes before each codeword

Sometimes in the stroke process, it takes two or three days just to change the previous one.

Even if you are in the state, you still stumble, and it is common to sit for a day and write out a hundred or two hundred words.

Sometimes I sit for a whole day without writing anything, no matter how much I listen to music, it's useless, and my mind explodes directly.

And because of sitting for a long time, often back pain, neck pain, shoulder pain,

Sometimes anxiety and insomnia last until midnight, at four o'clock, when the sky is already light, thinking that I haven't had a smooth rest, and tomorrow is the last few days, I really have to write it out quickly, and my mentality explodes to the point where it can't be added.

At the worst time, in a seven-day cycle, I would explode twice with this mentality,

After surviving all of the above, you can finally get a card.

Then start the next identical cycle.

How long have I lived like this?

one year.

How long have I been writing in the financial field, how long have I lived this kind of life,

Chapter 1171, George's inner monologue, that part is actually my own inner state written by me,

Every time when the mentality explodes, the anxiety about the status quo, the stagnation, the torment of wasting life, the torment of the coding process, the self-shake, the self-denial doubt, and the question of "why are you like this?" Garbage' looking at other authors' inferiority complexes, inferiority complexes, and incapacitated madness, hysteria, yelling

The past year has been very painful

In fact, in the two years and three months of this volume, there must be more than what I can remember to say, and there are other pains that I don't want to recall anymore

But no matter what, those painful, long and endless days are finally over.

Now thinking about the pain of Calvin at the end of writing the European volume, it is not worth mentioning. Sure enough, people will feel the simplicity of the past only after experiencing more painful things.

Is this a kind of growth? (Cover face and laugh)

In fact, it's not that I didn't reflect on it, I also thought about why it became like this, why it was so painful

In the final analysis, I wrote for too long, my life was empty for a long time, my enthusiasm was not as good as before, and then I refused to perfunctory, which led to a series of problems caused by Calvin,

Someone has persuaded me a long time ago, saying that what you write is an online article, not a masterpiece handed down from generation to generation, and you don't have to be perfect.

Of course I know this truth, the harder you put your heart into it, the harder it is to write, the more obsessive you are, the more painful it is,

But I am a salty fish out of interest, unlike most authors who mainly want to make money for their grades. The sense of accomplishment after writing each piece carefully, and the feeling of being at ease is one of the few positive feedbacks I have written.

So edit and edit, delete those words and change a few words in a paragraph, solve those deep logic loopholes that no one knows, consider the tone of the silent reading in my mind,

This satisfies no one but me

If I give up this point, I will no longer be able to fight against the pain and persevere,

This book will definitely collapse and end up in the end,

I am also afraid, without these, what else can I keep?

I couldn't give up, so even though it was so painful, I gritted my teeth and endured it,

But fortunately, I did get through it, and now I can confidently say,

This volume! Every page and every line is written with my heart and soul.

Think about the past two years and three months, think about the pain in those days

Ha, it feels better to say

This volume is finally finished.

Then talk about the plot of this volume,

The number of outlines exceeds any previous volume, and the number of pages written in my outline book exceeds the sum of the previous volumes.

At the end of the financial field, because the content is too complicated, there are too many things to clarify,

_(:зゝ∠)_I can only write on computer documents.

The story of this volume,

This volume is mainly about—Fangran regained his wish in the European volume, and after finishing his practice in the daily volume, he went to the night battle world in North America as an A and superior,

As another identity farthest from daily life, as the CEO of Fiseld,

Instead of being passively involved in events before, I actively participate in some events and pursue the extraordinary illusions, excitement and extraordinary things that I once dreamed of.

On the way, I realized the world of night battles, realized some things, and the central idea of further growth.

As for why I wrote this volume,

In addition to the need for Fangran to grow further due to the main line,

Even if it is written in Europe, there must be a big news in North America, otherwise the world map will lack a piece

Then I want to show the night battle world, the ecology and life of the many participants, what they are doing, what kind of social structure they are, and what kind of scene is hidden under the reality.

I mainly want to show this, because the previous plots are all about Fangran's events or daily life, I didn't write much about these, this is also for the core service of the follow-up main line,

Another reason is to recall the foreshadowing of Veronica's invitation to Paris before Feisld,

And, wanting to write about confrontation and Europe's sneaky adventures at the bottom, Fangran this time, as the CEO, a handsome and powerful top figure in reality,

Write about the luxurious life of the upper class, giving people a sense of freshness,

Don't you think this kind of development is very handsome? (Ch. 2 laughs)

In short, it is because of various reasons that this volume was finalized before.

It may be that I set too many goals, which made it extremely difficult for me to write the North American volume

Before the beginning of this volume, I remember that I didn't think about a lot of things, and only the most basic and most basic points can be determined.

For example, the two points of a dying person and a wandering person, and: as long as there is a night battle, he can be saved, as long as there is a night battle, he will die (understanding the spirit),

At that time, really, I only had such superficial thoughts,

In fact, this volume is also finished now, look at how many things I have filled in now, can you understand a little bit the reason why I am so serious...

As for the main reason for promoting the plot on the bright side, following the plot line of the association attacking Fiseld,

I determined the plot structure of this volume, and it is also the major battlefields of Fisseld and the association, such as banking, medical care, and energy. In fact, I originally wanted to write about the field of arms.

But later, comprehensively considering the suitability of various aspects, it was replaced by energy.

Therefore, the content of this volume is simply divided into four stages,

[Opening] [Medical] [Energy] [Finance], and then each stage is basically divided into two sections,

The first is [the opening chapter], from Fangran's landing to the imperial celebration,

Because the time has been too long, I can't remember what I thought at the time, what I thought at the time (Khan,

At this stage, it seems that the main focus is to describe Fisseld's upper-class luxury life, which is completely different from the previous plot content.

So I designed a game that starts with 100 million, casinos, gaming tables, empire manors, and various plots that reflect luxury life.

For this reason, I don't know how many documentaries about rich people I watched to find information,

For example, the indoor 500-square-meter swimming pool and the layout of the mansion are all real settings I saw in the documentary, and then added to various places in this volume.

Such as the Empire Manor, the Ceremony Hall, the huge library, the underground collection room, the giant painting of the starry sky...

And after that, Fangran's residence in each place, private jet, yacht, his various treatment as CEO, itinerary

I really try my best to break through my imagination and describe these, I want to give you some fresh and novel content,

Next is 【Medical】, divided into two sections,

One section is to fight on the coast, and the other section is to fight at the lakeshore factory.

At this stage, the most troublesome thing for me is mainly all kinds of main plot issues related to business,

The most difficult thing to think about is that I have to come up with a problem they encountered in business, and then come up with a solution for Fangran. This method has to be logically transferred to the plot of the night battle,

This point makes me feel particularly super-headed, and I have to sort out the causal logic of all aspects.

Especially in the second half of this stage, I remember spending a lot of time on the Internet to understand various business knowledge and what kind of business model it is, (ps: all the company names in this volume are real group names changed of (except golden irises))

Then after understanding the benefits and logical relationships (Chapter 1079),

I figured out the problem of Lufus, the medical insurance company, and the tens of billions of dollars, and then led to the method of investigating the factory, and then led to the foreshadowing of human body alchemy and those faceless people in Europe,

Then, with the help of Helen's knife, congenital heart disease and artificial alchemy organs, Fangran's thinking about the positive impact of night battles on reality was triggered,

In the end, it directly echoes the theme of the discourse roll call on the question of the immortal in the previous volume. (Night Thoughts)

Fuck, to be honest, when I wrote this, I felt that I was able to put all aspects and factors of the plot together, and the logic and causality of all aspects were aligned to draw out the core idea.

There is a feeling of combining several pieces of Lego with different shapes, and finally fitting them together to form the desired shape.

Although during the period, Calvin thought hard and burned an unknown number of brain cells...

Then [Energy], two paragraphs,

One section ends with the drag racing scene, and one section ends with the end of the dark world battle

At this stage, I remember that my goal is to show the commercial activities of the upper layer of reality, and the social scene of the lower layer of the night war world,

The most difficult thing during the period is what I just said, thinking of business problems, coming up with solutions, and turning to the night battle plot,

Chapter 1109, I checked a lot of information to understand relevant knowledge, and came up with information, knowledge, logic, such as stolen contracts, chasing people, passing through Europe, oil, cruise ships, canals, etc.

In the end, such a plot development that satisfies all aspects of needs was completed.

I don't know how many brain cells were burned to death...

Then insert the black market, tavern, battles of participants in reality, scenes (of course this cannot be missed), underground bases, dark worlds, dark energy storms, level numbers, all kinds of elements I want to write,

When writing about black markets, saloons, and especially black markets in Houston, I really felt like I was showing the world of night wars, that kind of,

Ah, it turns out that the participants are all shopping, trading, and doing activities like this, a sense of life

As for the second half, it is the same as the last part of the medical treatment, from receiving the black market, showing the "activeness of night battles" in taverns, understanding the wide range of energy fields, discovering dark energy experiments, and experiencing the deadly plots of the dark world,

With George jumping off the building in despair, adding Sibriel's words and Kolossos' words,

In short, it is to put all the plots experienced before, and the characteristics implied by each of them, into one,

It leads Fangran to think about the negative impact of night battles on reality. If only night battles enter reality, people like 'Helen' may be saved.

But people like 'George' might die if the night war ever came into reality....

Directly and thoroughly point out, the last volume, the problem of the immortal

Chapter 1172, **** it, that one is really the pinnacle of my plot design and series connection. At that time, it really made me think about causality, and the series of plots went crazy.

Although I had thought about it long ago, it was still extremely difficult to write when it finally came together.

Fortunately, all the foreshadowings were finally withdrawn...

Finally, 【Finance】...

Ha..... (Long sigh....)

Suddenly I don't want to talk about this paragraph....It's different from the previous few times. I've been tossing this stage over and over again this year. I don't know how many times, I'm so tired

It is also divided into two sections, one section to fight in the black market, and one section to the end

When I wrote this, I had already run out of inspiration. In the previous paragraph, I couldn't think of the plot of this stage.

Almost all the plots in this paragraph, I didn't think about it before I wrote it.

Come on, let's play a game, if you were me at the time, how would you solve the following Calvin problem,

First of all, and finally, it is necessary to take advantage of the characteristics of the real scene to reflect the 1/2 probability, Fangran only has one chance, and once he loses, he will fail completely, echoing the foreshadowing of the casino one billion allin at the beginning, showing courage, growth and other elements ,

How to design a big plot that embodies these elements at the same time?

Secondly, how to design a business problem encountered in the financial field and stocks? It is based on the previously determined logic of the financial war, to design problems that conform to the stock price, opening time, stock trading rules... logical causality?

How to design the principle of association? How to design? How did Fangran investigate the process of finding out this principle?

How to design a solution that Fangran and the others can solve this principle?

How to reflect the bug of [Create Card] again in this plan?

How to design the rules of the real scene?

How to design Fangran's tension at the last second when the scene ends?

How to design a scene that fits the exciting plot unfolding at the end of this volume?

Hundreds of billions of losses are definitely not something you can save by investigating a few companies and fighting. How to reflect this huge pattern?

That's about it, there should be a lot of minor requirements, but I can't remember,

The current financial plot is the answer that I have racked my brains for, and you can think about what you will come up with (laughing and crying)

At that time, my inspiration for writing this was only [1/2, gambling, real scene, echoing the casino city at the beginning] such a short answer to the ultimate idea,

Everything else, short stock prices, augmentation fields, brokers, Trojans, counterattack plans, obstruction devices, sages, etc., all internal logical causality,

It's all from me in a state of exhaustion of inspiration, and I've held it back bit by bit throughout the year

And as for the second half, the purely burning emotions can't rush forward,

At that time, I basically figured out the plot arrangement that should be thought of, but I really can't move anymore. Every time I start to code, it takes several days, ("shower and change clothes" mentioned above)

Let the self who seemed to have been burned to ashes burn again.

Let me give you an example, so you can understand how I am in a state of being stuck in a magic barrier

First of all, in order to ignite, I will listen to burning songs, and then in order to write that burning feeling,

At the time when the music reaches its climax, I will align with the line that is about to reach its climax. I don't know if you can understand me when I say this,

It is listening to music to cheer yourself up, and then aligning the rhythm of silently reading words in the brain with the melody of the music, a certain state of 'unity', so that words can barely get stuck in the head without enthusiasm,

To give a more specific example,

"Account Canceled (Violin Version starts at 0:56 seconds from the beginning, and aligns with the end of Chapter 1207: the morning is approaching, the stock market crash is imminent, and the "avalanche" of 650 billion US dollars... this sentence,

Then to the music climax at 1:18 seconds, just to the last sentence of Chapter 1207,

I will look for the kind of burning song that fits the rhythm of the plot, listen to a certain piece of music repeatedly, and may increase the volume a little bit with the climax during the period, and then write it with the energy at that time,

Then in this volume, almost all the climactic battle chapters (especially after the last 1207),

Every paragraph of every piece, I got stuck like this (vomit soul)

The process is super painful,

But it still feels good to burn it up and write it out (whispers)

Once a book friend asked a strange number, that is, I forgot to delete the music time marked when I wrote it

Because the single is looping to the point of vomiting, I even clearly remember which song or which one is used for each song.

Here I have to mention the horse racing girl 2 again (give me all to watch),

I have been reluctant to watch it just because of this kind of time, really, the last part of the financial field, thanks to the emotional infection after watching the horse racing girl 2, and the mixed cut of a certain big up,

Only then did I have the emotion to write out the last paragraph,

Finally, to summarize the financial field,

I want to write that on the last stage, at the last moment, when the wind is surging and gathering, after all kinds of intricate and tense developments that are about to come,

It suddenly exploded after a certain node, and then all kinds of waves changed, and the characters appeared one after another, the feeling that they all exploded

Finally, after everything is over, there will be a shocking secret in retrospect as the ending

Don't know if it was written, but anyway,

I really tried my best

then talk about the characters

In this volume, the new characters talk more and talk more and talk less,

The dragon set should be the last one since the volume, after all, this volume is about North America, the place where the night battle participants are most active,

Do you still remember, please, how many extras are there?

By describing various participants, it is used to show the night battle world more fully and richly, forgetting about the inspiration for pondering and understanding,

To express this feeling,

I have carefully designed their abilities for each character (as long as you carefully read the two lines describing them)

Such as the initial counterattack, black beam (this is from a certain episode of Luo Xiaohei's Gate of All Beings), mercury, mechanical bird, spiral, elemental bow, lock + infinite bullets, nullification, attachment, etc.. ..

When I finally wrote about the battles at each node, my imagination was not enough (sweat)

And basically these abilities, if you think about it carefully, there are some things, but I really don't have the pen and ink to write in detail

As for the few people, it is true that there are not many new main characters in this volume.

Basically Adeline, Celica, Lynn, Annabella,

There is nothing to say about the special identities of the latter two, while the former two are characters I set up for reality and night battles.

Celica, as a senior and powerful B-level high-ranking wanderer, embodies various information, common sense, and scenes in the world of night battles,

A female character who is obviously a technologist, but has super melee skills, can climb up in a chaotic street, can control things like leather pants, has a heroic figure, and is very handsome.

But about her, unfortunately, I didn't write it well, Fangran had too little interaction with her,

I didn't realize this until later,

The plot drawn by her is the coast, and then the black market in Houston, the pub, and the scene,

To be honest, regarding Celica, I actually originally imagined a plot where she took Fangran to a female technologist-mechanic she knew to find information that night, (I think the name of that character is Luo Jie, that Maker of the Regal Explosive Gem)

But when I wrote it, I really didn't know where to put this plot, there was no place for it,

Otherwise, originally, Fangran and Celica still had a few plots of interacting with each other as team members, and I even thought of the plot of opening the door in a dang ma style,

It's a pity that Cavin was in great pain at the time, and he didn't have the extra effort to realize it.

This is my regret for this volume.

And as for Adeline,

Huh, interesting woman

As Fiseld's chief administrative officer, it is used to embody the reality, business, and luxury upper-class plots,

Compared with Celica, she really has more plots and more full-bodied characters.

I feel very satisfied with the writing, and I have no regrets.

Undertake the main character who interacts with Fangran in the partial daily transitional plot, whether it is character design, character, or lines

I like this character very much, and I even thought about the special episode with her participation,

And besides the two of them, Veronica and my ever-favorite Osfia,

Osfia is really, after the European volume, Midnight leads to Kerim's reunion, and the North American part leads to her reunion,

I don't know if I have written the feeling of reuniting with my good partner in a foreign country, and then embarking on an adventure together again to overcome difficulties,

But really, in the end, in Fangran's desperate situation, Osphia suddenly appeared to borrow him,

I like this kind of strength very much, maybe it's because I played too much jrpg hh

And as for Veronica...

I'm really scared of this aunt, all the chapters she appeared in are super difficult to write, similar to a witch, because the character is too high,

She really is, every line of her lines, every expression and word, every time she wears clothes, jewelry, eyes, details of movements,

I've been racking my brains to figure it out.

Every time I write about her, I have a headache, how to show the forceful, profound, and unfathomable empress behind the scenes of the Fisseld Empire

So until now, I am still hesitating, whether or not to write her extra daily routine, and how to write it (covering my face and laughing and crying)

Finally, looking back on this volume as a whole,

You should have seen the two lines of light and dark,

The bright line is Fisseld's commercial war, medical care, energy, and financial crises from beginning to end.

The dark thread is the faceless human figure, dark energy experiments and other mysterious things that have been glimpsed in the main thread, leading to various main threads about the future of "Helen" and "George".

Fangran realizes that many things have further grown and matured the plot, (when I write the final episode, maybe you will feel this more)

In this way, I finally completed the plot of the volume in North America,

This volume should be the most informative volume ever written,

The luxurious casino in Las Vegas, the teamwork at the coastal base in Los Angeles, the night chase of the Golden Gate Bridge in San Francisco,

Mechanical monsters and five-headed dragons in the Minneapolis lakeshore factory, Houston's underground black market, and pubs like sci-fi clubs;

The dark sea creatures flying all over Chicago, the battle on the stage of the Atlantic sea tanker,

The first description of the dark world, a different world swarmed with countless powerful numbers-Dark World Calgary,

New York's futuristic sci-fi commercial city in scene fragments,

In the end, the realistic scene of thousands of people fighting,

It's really good to let your imagination run wild and create a sense of the world composed of various scenes.

I'm really trying to plump up this night battle world,

I want to show you—

【This is the night battle world】

(Although I don't know if I have shown it, because it is still too little to do this with one volume, this is a long-term investment)

But every once in a while I feel like I've missed a lot,

For example, numbered monsters can be designed to be cool and complex according to their set abilities, and can create an atmosphere like horror games, supernatural novels, and strange tales of rules.

The protagonist deciphers the ability of numbered monsters through layers of investigation, and finally wins the feeling of victory in a tense atmosphere.

But unfortunately, I have never written a plot where Fangran cracks the scene in a serious manner,

As of the current plot position, the presence of numbered monsters is not strong,

And for example, other participants,

It is also the same with all kinds of strange special abilities that can write a lot of things, and can write the atmosphere where participants with various abilities fight wits and bravery in the scene,

Then the protagonist defeats various enemies and finally wins, similar to the feeling of the Holy Grail War,

But it's a pity that I have never written a plot where Fangran fights with others in a serious manner.

Because what I want to write is a light-hearted and passionate story, a story about the growth of a teenager, and the focus is on this side, so I am destined to give up some things.

Otherwise, the length, word count, and primary and secondary layout will be

Sometimes I also feel a little bit regretful, if only I could be a little better and have the ability to express those things by the way, it would be great,

The more you realize your limitations, the more you realize your own shortcomings,

Finally, regarding the next volume,

After a few extra episodes, I will start the next volume.

According to the progress, it should be the final stage of the second part of this book.

Winter vacation, annual meeting, the past, Ye Sheng, hometown and so many things have to be put on the plan,

Moreover, it is a commonplace question that is newly opened in each volume,

The proportion of daily and main lines,

The aftertaste after growing up, and the contradiction between the two that will slow down and lengthen the compact development of the plot in daily life,

I really want to write daily now, but I am afraid that the smell of North American roll growth will dissipate (headache)

To be honest, I don't have any music at all now,

I know this, but I haven't thought about how to write it and the order of development.

I read the book reviews and said that the daily life should be free from scratches, but to be honest, I am a little panicked now.

two years and three months,

The North American volume, the pain mentioned in the first half of this chapter wiped out my enthusiasm

I always feel that the thread about the code word is completely broken and loose, and I can't unscrew it

And the confusion in my real life, I can't find the reason and direction to work hard,

But anyway, let's talk about it later,

After all, I even survived the volume in North America.

Uh, by the way, without realizing it, I wrote so much,

But after all, as long as two years and three months, it is normal for UU Reading www.uukanshu.com to want to say a little more,

Speaking of which, this chapter is actually more than half of my concluding remarks when I took a break last month.

It's just that it's not good to update a testimonial after more than ten days, and Yu Yun's extra chapter is not finished yet,

Therefore, I desperately want to put an end to all the previous pain, and then relax my mind and write this chapter of the daily extravaganza, so it was posted here.

Well, the book friends who have seen here,

Fuck, there must be people who have read all of the above (shocked)

This is nearly 10,000 words of broken thoughts. Could it be that someone really panicked at night and saw this?

hhh, but compared to thinking about you,

I wrote this maybe more to record my experience in this volume,

Keep a record, so that when the future self comes back to look through it, remember the current thoughts,

OK, let's do it all over again—

Well, the book friends who have seen here,

I don't know how you feel about this volume and the North American volume (except that it's too slow)

How about the impression of watching it in one breath after saving it all the time?

But anyway, I'm satisfied anyway.

I am very satisfied with the plot of this volume.

In the end, it is the same sentence that I have said many times, but it is really what I really feel,

Thank you to all the book friends who have been persevering and subscribing to support me, even those rewards and monthly tickets that update my status,

It is really because of you that I can persist until today

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