Chapter 56: Linsha's Self-Deterioration

Chapter 56: Linsha's Self-Deterioration

Linsha Helens: Her kindness is innate, and her personality has been this way since birth, perhaps influenced by the magical life force she was born with.

Life magic itself is a sacred power, so it is natural for its owner to be affected to some extent. From the moment she could remember, Linsha has always carried a sense of self-imposed compassion, taking it upon herself to save all the people in the world!

In her opinion, people are inherently good, and as long as she works hard to influence them, any evil person has a chance to change their ways! With this idea in mind, Linsha "invaded" many petty thieves in the area where her father, the earl, belonged.

The alleged effect means that Linsha uses her pretty face to persuade them by giving them gold coins, making each of these young thieves believe they have met an angel and then change their ways.

These few successful cases gave Linsha the illusion that she could influence the world! But she ignored one thing: how could these petty thieves compare to those thieves who kill people and steal money? After influencing a few petty thieves, do you think you can influence thieves... Or even monsters?

This is also because Linsha is so well protected in her territory that she has no idea who the real villain is! What terrifies her most is that she believes that some thieves can be forgiven by their victims as well.

“What happened in the past is in the past. If you killed them now, wouldn’t you add another senseless killing? As long as they change their ways and atone for their sins, I believe they will be forgiven.”

Well, that's a good point, but the thief's victim only stole some gold coins. If you return the gold coins and make some compensation, they will, of course, forgive him. But the victims of the thieves are basically dead, so how can we forgive them?

This is also Linsha's biggest problem, which is that her vision is very limited! Her eyes only see the life in front of her. Simply put, she cannot see the dead in front of her. In addition, she is relatively soft-hearted and easily affected by another person's feelings. Therefore, no matter how many sins the thief had committed before, as long as he confessed correctly, Linsha would excuse him in her heart and believe that he would move on to the path of reform and atonement.

She had always thought so... always... until today, Linsha finally saw a thief she had left behind and was forced to listen to the killing she had never witnessed before in her life. She had firsthand experience of the bitter consequences of letting the thief go when she was kind-hearted, which was equivalent to experiencing after-sales service for the first time.

Sadness, remorse, anger... all kinds of emotions mixed together, and Linsha felt like her heart was broken! The most important thing is that Echo is not the only thief she has left behind. Would the other thieves be like this? She really didn't dare to think about it anymore.

At this moment, she had the idea that she should not have been born. How many people have been indirectly killed because of this self-kindness?

Haha... Unfortunately, I always wanted to prove to my other self that my previous life was meaningful, and I wanted to maintain a bit of my ridiculous self-esteem...

It's meaningless... Before I met my other self, my life was completely meaningless! She's just doing what she thinks is the right and fair thing, which is really arrogant!

Thinking that in order to continue with such a dirty and arrogant self, Linsha wouldn't even allow herself to be happy! Can't you fall into joy before you achieve the goal? How ridiculous! Obviously, no one asked for this, but her arrogance was tormenting her body, accumulating a lot of pressure, and creating another personality...

Really, it seems like she doesn't even feel sorry for her body! What is the meaning of such a life?

For some time, Linsha's thoughts became more extreme, and she began to completely deny her past, even considering her past as just trash! Then, as Linsha's thoughts became more and more negative, she felt, for the first time, the energy of the fallen elf in her body.

"I see. When did this strange thing overwhelm me? How could someone like me suddenly experience joy? It's like, Do you want to spoil me?"

Feeling the energy that was about to move through her body, Linsha seemed to understand something. "If it were me in the past, I would be very disgusted by this kind of thing, right? But now... it doesn't matter anymore," she murmured.

It would be better to say that Linsha actually had the idea of abandoning herself! She's eager to cut herself off from her past, eager to transform into something completely different from her past... in other words, she's eager to kill her past!

“By the way, can you solve my current problems and give me a new life?”

Linsha asked herself about the fallen elf part in her body, but what she did not expect was that the unnatural energy actually moved, as if it were an answer.

"Then... come on! I won't resist!"

In an instant, Linsha let go of all her thoughts, as if she had opened her arms to welcome it warmly. That energy mercilessly penetrated her brain, making Linsha's entire body tremble violently. At this moment, she felt like her brain was tinged with darkness!

But... it doesn't matter! It doesn't matter anymore! Just bash my mind like that! Reshape my personality! Hehe, as long as you can erase the arrogance and naivety in your bones, it doesn't matter what you become.

"Hehe"

Linsha opened her mouth, and she couldn't help but smile happily. Her eyes, covered with golden hair, had long been occupied by the purple light. This self-transformation experience made her feel inexplicable joy! At the same time, Echo, who was about to kill Lin Te and Keck, suddenly felt a strong cold sensation!

"Hmm!"

In the next second, Echo cut Linsha's stomach with his sword! He had originally wanted to kill the two guards, but his body inexplicably considered Linsha to be the greater threat! As he hurriedly finished his attack, Echo realized what he had just done.

“How... how could I do something so unexpected?”

Seeing Linsha fly into the distance, Echo was a little in disbelief! She was clearly just a little girl who was good for nothing but healing magic; how could she cause him such a strong feeling of fear?

Could it be? Could it be that this girl has some tricks up her sleeve? By the way, she didn't faint from the sound of the flute earlier. Previously, Echo thought that Linsha had no strength and was excited to see each other again, so he inadvertently ignored this point. Now it seems there was something fishy about this!


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