Better to Forget Than to Meet Again Chapter 22: Come Back

"Then go back. You haven't come back home for such a long time, your family must misses you much."

Ever since her incident, Wei Bojian had always been around her. He helped her with the drug addiction issue and even not be able to return home because of her. Qin Qin was moved and yet a little bit ashamed.

On hearing what she said, Wei Bojian's eyes were lightened up immediately, "Will you come back together with me?"

Qin Qin got startled and shook her head by instinct.

"The Qin Qin before was dead." What that city left to her was only sufferings and sadness. What would the point then of coming back?

What was more, she had nowhere to go.

"You can come back and I can manage all things on my own. It's unworthy to abandon those who loved you for me."

Indulged in thoughts for a while, Wei Bojian suddenly knelt on one knee and said in a serious yet sincere way, "Qinqin, marry me."

Qin Qin's body got still for seconds.

She knew his thoughts and sometimes would think of just marrying him and then they two lived a peace and quiet way for the rest of her life.

However...

"I married once."

"I don't mind."

"I once had a kid."

"I knew."

Pointing to the endless pinholes on her arms, Qin Qin continued, "I was also an addict."

"I knew."

"Since you knew all these, why did you still want to marry me?"

"It's because I knew everything about you that I'm pretty sure that I want to be with you for the whole life." Despite all these sufferings, Qin Qin was still the girl he liked. This would be enough and the other things didn't matter.

"...Bojian, no kidding." Qin Qin avoided eye contacts with Wei Bojian, "I shouldn't involve you in my trouble. You would never know the price paid for drug addiction. We are not sure whether there is one day I fail to control the dose or resist the pain when desperate desire prevailed. Maybe one day I can't bare to live anymore. I can't be so selfish to bind you with me. What's more, I don't love you." Her heart was dead three years ago and would not bounce again for anyone.

"I love you and it's enough."

"It's unworthy."

"If you think unworthy, then don't decline me."

Qin Qin closed her eyes, "Bojian..."

"Let me finish first." Wei Bojian covered her mouth gently with his hand, "You are not willing to go back to the city and I will not force you. You don't love me and I can wait till the day. However, Qinqin, give me a chance and give yourself a chance. Don't sentence me to death immediately."

Never mind. His proposal was to some extent fine.

Qin Qin signed in her heart, "I promise you."

Before Wei Bojian realized, she continued, "I promise you to go back with you. And...yes I do. Maybe it will take me some time to marry you after I solve some personal matters." Not knowing thinking of what, Qin Qin's eyes got cold and were filled with resentment.

"All right!"

Chapter end