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Be My Strength 170 As long as she's alive

While they were waiting for the meals to be served, they talked about the things that happened since the last they met.

At one point, An Qi Yan scolded him,

"How could you come back without saying anything to me? I thought we are friends."

He smiled wryly, "Of course we are friends."

Eager to change the topic of conversation, he asked about the children. When it got to the topic on Kai Xin, he asked, "Is she well?"

"She's doing really well. She had a stable career, a great income, and she finally got herself a boyfriend!"

"That's great."

An Qi Yan watched him as he carefully picked up the glass of red wine and took a sip. Even though he was much older now, but to her, he was still the most handsome guy ever.

"Sima Erden, you jerk! Do you know how much I miss you?"

He gave her a sad smile as he replied, "Qi Yan, you know why I left. We can never be together."

When she heard the same phrase that she heard 30 years ago, An Qi Yan sighed, "Yeah...We can't."

They were deeply in love, but 30 years ago, Sima Erden chose to let her go.

Even though he was fully blind by then, he could still see certain things clearly.

One, the red line of fate. Two, the future of certain people.

Usually, the visions of the future he sees would be fuzzy. However, for An Qi Yan whose red line interconnected with his, he saw her future clearly.

Death.

From the moment he decided to propose, he kept having visions of her dying on their wedding day.

Every time he touched her, he would see her dying in his arms. He got so scared of the visions that he did not dare to even see her.

Afraid that his vision would come true and since he refused to take any chances with her life at risk, he chose to leave her.

He was content with watching her from afar.

...

27 years ago, An Qi Yan took Kai An with her and visited Sima Erden at the charitable festival that he was working in.

She was so eager to see him that she nearly bumped into a teenage boy who stomped out from Sima Erden's tent angrily.

When he stepped aside, An Qi Yan chuckled as she thought how Sima Erden had the ability to piss off people regardless of their age.

Then again, truth hurt.

She rubbed her aching lower back after she placed Kai An on the chair. Glaring at Sima Erden who was facing his assistant when she entered, she snapped,

"Erden, can't you find a gig that is nearer to me? This is way too far for a pregnant lady to come to!"

When he heard her voice, without turning around, Sima Erden asked, "Qi Yan, how are you?"

He dismissed his assistant before turning towards her direction.

When he saw the familiar faint light that was her lifeforce, he smiled, "I see you are pregnant again."


An Qi Yan smiled sadly as she rubbed her stomach, "Yeah...It's a girl this time."

"What's wrong?"

She covered her son's ears before telling him about Mr. Zhen's affair.

Even though he was angry when he heard that, Sima Erden pretended to be calm, "I'm sorry..."

An Qi Yan sighed as she rubbed her belly lovingly, "I don't really mind but I feel sad for this one inside of me. Can you help me see her future? Just to see if her father would be by her side. Pleaseeeee...."

Sima Erden placed his hand on her stomach and he was hit with various images that were difficult for him to digest.

As if he was shocked by electricity, he pulled his hand back.

"What's wrong?" asked An Qi Yan worriedly as she wrapped her arms around her belly protectively, "Is there something wrong with the baby?"

He was reluctant to tell her the things he saw because the future that he saw was filled with so much blood.

Even though the visions were fuzzy, but in one of them, he could make out the figure of a young woman holding three bloody knives of various sizes while three similar knives were stuck in her abdomen.

One of the vision was An Qi Yan's crying weakly on the hospital as the doctor tried to resuscitate a baby.

Sima Erden shook his head as he tried to convince himself that the visions he saw were fake. It might be a fluke because the baby's life force was still linked to An Qi Yan!

"Qi Yan...I think something is wrong."

Terrified, An Qi Yan grabbed his hand.

More often than not, Sima Erden's visions would come true. With fear in her eyes, she asked nervously, "What do you mean?"

He did not know why.

Maybe it was to prepare her for the heartbreak that was about to come, but he blurted out,

"She might not survive the birth."

"No!" She cried out as her face turned pale when from the news.

However, Sima Erden quickly reassured her, "I could be wrong! I have never see the future of an unborn child before so there is a high chance that I might be wrong. You know how uncertain the future can be!"

It took him hours trying to convince An Qi Yan that he had interpreted the visions wrongly and she eventually believed him.

After An Qi Yan left, Sima Erden slapped himself, "Sima Erden! You idiot! Why did you tell her such a thing?! Haven't you hurt her enough!"

When his assistant came into the tent, she was startled by the scene of her boss slapping himself.

Sima Erden told her not to ask any questions about it.

While she was packing their stuff, she asked, "Master, is she the one that you said you are destined to be apart from?"

He sighed, "Is it obvious?"

"Very! Master, I've been with you long enough to know."

Sima Erden did not say anything. Once she was done the packing, the assistant sat down opposite him and asked curiously,

"Why didn't you try? You always say that the future is uncertain. Maybe what you saw back then will not come true."

He patted the young girl's head as he explained, "It doesn't matter if it's only 1 out of 10 possibilities. I'd never mess around with her life."

The assistant sighed as she played with the cards that she used for divination, "It's a pity. To know that your fated one is right there but cannot be together."

Sima Erden agreed, "I am already lucky enough to have found her early in my life. Most people live their life without ever meeting their soulmate. Besides..."

He closed his eyes before he continued, "...As long as she's alive...I'd be happy."

.....

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435 Enough
434 Maybe it's because of your hair
433 I have another person!
432 Seriously!
431 Rough night?
430 Why are you so silly...
429 He's loud, but he's harmless
428 Poo Poo Monster
427 Say Daddy
426 A cacophony
425 Granddaughter-in-law
424 Do you think I'm just a silly old man?
423 You've shrunk
422 Another man who was broken by love
421 It's time for you to go home
420 My baby...
419 Keep calling her name!
418 This is our goodbye 2
417 This is our goodbye 1
416 Du Houzi or Du Xiaohou?
415 It's not just a plain accident, right?
414 Long night at work
413 She looks like an old prune
412 Almost 7 hours
411 I hope everything would be fine
410 Just rest for now
409 How's Jack?
408 Do you recognize my voice?
407 I'll save Kai Xin!
406 Do whatever you have to
405 Jack, no!
404 No! It's too early!
403 Suit yourself!
402 F-From the woman!
401 You did this!
400 I need your help
399 He's just sleeping
398 Julie!
397 There's no tracker here!
396 KARA! JACK!
395 Shoot them down!
394 I've forgotten about the archery competition
393 Just keep an eye on him
392 This is enough for 10
391 You can deny it as much as you wan
390 Would you ever hurt me?
389 Who is afraid of who!
388 How am I supposed to believe you?
387 They are waiting in the foyer
386 He's still someone I raised
385 I'm a little tired
384 I'm worried about him
383 F*ck!
382 Stuff this into her mouth
381 I've got no energy
380 Stay at home
379 The food is so bland
378 Warning! Warning!
377 Maybe it's just my imagination
376 A Thousand Years
375 Dad's always too busy
374 There's still two hours
373 Since President Du is paying...
372 I was bored
371 Who is she targeting before this?
370 You knew all along...
369 I thought we were friends!
368 That doesn't absolve him of his guil
367 Since when did Callum grow up?
366 That's a major step for him
365 Good puppy...
364 Crab!
363 Everything is just a means to an end
362 I'm doomed...
361 To make the right decision
360 Wife?
359 He probably can't tell
Chapter 358
357 Talk to me, alright?
356 What about Shangguan Xing?
355 Come to Class 11-1 immediately
354 Phantom did what?
353 My wife did not know this...
352 We would really like to know!
351 Yes, that's me.
350 I'm keeping it for a special occasion
349 My house
348 It's just play pretend!
347 You have a fiancee!
346 I married someone else
345 Lin
344 What is she under arrest for?
343 She has her own family now
342 Why am I still wearing clothes?***
341 Wife, I'm hungry
340 My hand works pretty well...
339 They have the same father
338 Enough is enough...
337 My child!
336 What happened to the baby?
335 Our child would be fine!
334 Little Monkey
333 Shut up, you rotten kid!
332 That's stupid
331 She's not as innocent as you think
330 That is for my sister!
329 Someone has to teach her a lesson
328 I failed to protect her
Chapter 327
Chapter 326
325 Is it because I'm dirty?
324 Up until I moved away...
323 Don't believe them, alright?
322 Why did you fight?
321 Winners take the cour
Chapter 320
319 He never listened to anyone
318 To borrow the knife for murder
317 An old acquaintance
316 A banana?
Chapter 315
314 Dinner 5
313 Dinner 4
Chapter 312: Dinner (3)
312 Dinner 3
Chapter 311: Dinner (2)
311 Dinner 2
Chapter 310: Dinner (1)
310 Dinner 1
309 Cause you might say no
308 Greed is bad for your health
307 That's not really wise
306 Don't run, you idiot!
305 Would you consider dating him though?
304 Your hand is so sweaty
303 I lied earlier
302 So, what are we watching today?
301 You are only as strong as your weakest link
300 Not literally of course
299 President Du, it's Ms. Zhen
298 Unfair for their attacker!
297 I came to say bye
296 I'll see you soon
295 I want you to report back to me
294 How is he not a girl?
293 You've forgiven him?
292 Prepare the men for an invasion
291 I can be your left hand
290 Marriage d'Amour
289 Feel free to lick it all you wan
288 Please don't go
287 I'm sorry, G
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286 Press Conference 20
Chapter 285: Press Conference (19)
285 Press Conference 19
Chapter 284: Press Conference (18)
284 Press Conference 18
Chapter 283: Press Conference (17)
283 Press Conference 17
Chapter 282: Press Conference (16)
282 Press Conference 16
Chapter 281: Press Conference (15)
281 Press Conference 15
Chapter 280: Press Conference (14)
280 Press Conference 14
Chapter 279: Press Conference (13)
279 Press Conference 13
Chapter 278: Press Conference (12)
278 Press Conference 12
Chapter 277: Press Conference (11)
277 Press Conference 11
Chapter 276: Press Conference (10)
276 Press Conference 10
Chapter 275: Press Conference (9)
Chapter 275
Chapter 274: Press Conference (8)
Chapter 274
Chapter 273: Press Conference (7)
273 Press Conference 7
Chapter 272: Press Conference (6)
272 Press Conference 6
Chapter 271: Press Conference (5)
271 Press Conference 5
Chapter 270: Press Conference (4)
270 Press Conference 4
Chapter 269: Press Conference (3)
269 Press Conference 3
Chapter 268: Press Conference (2)
268 Press Conference 2
Chapter 267: Press Conference (1)
267 Press Conference 1
266 I'm practically your Master-in-law**
265 I don't care where you sleep a
264 You can't be hiding every day
263 No problem
262 She's my daughter
261 Put me on speakerphone!
260 Aren't you afraid of her?
259 Leave it to me!
258 Caller ID - Sperm Donor
257 Are you on his side or mine?
256 Where's my cute disciple?
255 I'm going in now**
254 You are not getting out of this!
253 A game!
252 Lyle is such a jerk
251 The truth
250 I did the easy and fun part...
249 I want to hug her!
248 No freaking way!
247 Special Chapter 2
246 Special Chapter 1
245 Twins Birthday Final
Chapter 244: Twins Birthday (29)
244 Twins Birthday 29
Chapter 243: Twins Birthday (28)
Chapter 243
Chapter 242: Twins Birthday (27)
242 Twins Birthday 27
Chapter 241: Twins Birthday (26)
Chapter 241
Chapter 240: Twins Birthday (25)
240 Twins Birthday 25
Chapter 239: Twins Birthday (24)
Chapter 239
Chapter 238: Twins Birthday (23)
238 Twins Birthday 23
Chapter 237: Twins Birthday (22)
237 Twins Birthday 22
Chapter 236: Twins Birthday (21)
236 Twins Birthday 21
Chapter 235: Twins Birthday (20)
235 Twins Birthday 20
Chapter 234: Twins Birthday (19)
234 Twins Birthday 19
Chapter 233: Twins Birthday (18)
233 Twins Birthday 18
Chapter 232: Twins Birthday (17)
232 Twins Birthday 17
231 Twins Birthday Valentine's Special 2
230 Twins Birthday Valentine's Special 1
Chapter 229: Twins Birthday (16)
229 Twins Birthday 16
Chapter 228: Twins Birthday (15)
228 Twins Birthday 15
Chapter 227: Twins Birthday (14)
227 Twins Birthday 14
Chapter 226: Twins Birthday (13)
226 Twins Birthday 13
Chapter 225: Twins Birthday (12)
225 Twins Birthday 12
Chapter 224: Twins Birthday (11)
224 Twins Birthday 11
Chapter 223: Twins Birthday (10)
223 Twins Birthday 10
Chapter 222: Twins Birthday (9)
222 Twins Birthday 9
Chapter 221: Twins Birthday (8)
221 Twins Birthday 8
Chapter 220: Twins Birthday (7)
220 Twins Birthday 7
Chapter 219: Twins Birthday (6)
219 Twins Birthday 6
Chapter 218: Twins Birthday (5)
218 Twins Birthday 5
Chapter 217: Twins Birthday (4)
217 Twins Birthday 4
Chapter 216: Twins Birthday (3)
Chapter 216
Chapter 215: Twins Birthday (2)
215 Twins Birthday 2
Chapter 214: Twins Birthday (1)
214 Twins Birthday 1
213 It does seem bigger
212 You need to sleep
211 Stop being angry with me, OK?
210 WE ARE IN A CAR
209 I am not Douglas
208 You need to leave
207 I won't judge you
206 Remember, I will always love you
205 Am I cool today?
204 His first word was Mum
203 You are purer than anyone I know
202 I will come for you one day
201 I was just a boy back then
200 He's not a bad man
199 To bury something
198 I went...home
197 His name is Zi Han
196 Where is Zi Han?
195 If you make another paymen
194 Are you sleeping here tonight?
Chapter 193
Chapter 192
191 I think he loves her
190 Who is that for?
189 It's painful to be alone
Chapter 188
187 I just want to hear you play, miss...
186 It's my job
Chapter 185
184 Do you still want to mess around?
183 I don't kiss and tell
182 He's joking!
181 I love him very much
180 Please don't take it seriously
179 Still as childish as ever
178 This is not my home
177 You stupid son
176 Just kill me
175 Welcome Home
174 There would be another war
Chapter 173
172 Let's get a divorce
171 I was there
170 As long as she's alive
169 My brave little warrior
168 You can call me Mr Zhen
167 I won't tell anyone
166 Not until you accept i
165 She's playing with me
164 You have always protected me
163 This is all your faul
162 I prefer another type
161 Who is that woman?
160 Were you a child?
159 Go to him
158 Don't touch me!
157 Is President Du alright?
156 That's Mr.Ye to you
155 Did I hurt you?
154 Is President Du jealous?
153 Don't treat me like a baby!
152 Don't ever let that person go...
151 How was the sex?
Chapter 150
149 Why did you hit her?
148 An Xin is gone
147 I'll deal with i
146 He treats me very well
145 Money is not everything
144 Did you just wink?
143 Who was it?
142 The same rule applies in life
141 There's only one
Chapter 140
Chapter 139
138 I'm taken
Chapter 137
136 It's none of our business
Chapter 135
134 K and X missed you
133 What about mummy?
132 We can finally relax
131 Let me know of his reaction later
Chapter 130
129 I want a kiss now...
128 You are not worthy
127 There's more, President Du
126 Welcome to K Holdings
125 An Idio
124 Stop hurting her!
123 Promise me
122 Papa Du?
Chapter 121
120 She grew up well
119 Better now.
118 She's bad influence...
117 I took his first kiss
116 Little XiAn
Chapter 115
114 So, it's OK to cry
113 Have you been well?
112 Layla Rong
111 That bitch...
110 Oh! It's Ye Tian!
Chapter 109
108 Can't you stay for another night?
107 DX, you jerk
106 I'm onto i
105 Come up here if you are tired
104 You still owe me for that slap
103 With just one quick look, she knew
102 Don't be scared
101 Why can't he be with us?
100 It's very productive
99 Lieutenant General Duanmu
98 What is wrong with me...
Chapter 97
Chapter 96
Chapter 95
94 Do you like the gift I sent you?
93 Daddy said Fuck!
Chapter 92
91 I still have the effect on her
Chapter 90
89 Stay away from me, or else!
88 He was kind of a prick
87 You did what to my girl?
86 He smiled at her
85 Special Chapter : Mo Shaoyun/Jane
84 Special Announcemen
83 Shangguan House
Chapter 82
Chapter 81
Chapter 80
79 The King's Hidden Hand
78 I'm innocent!
77 I'm framed!
Chapter 76
75 You need to leave him alone
74 Are they all monsters?
73 It's a secret...
72 It's ok to be scared
71 Take them down
70 This is odd
69 It's not your fault.
Chapter 68
Chapter 67
Chapter 66: President Du's Birthday Party (19)
66 President Du's Birthday Party 19
Chapter 65: President Du's Birthday Party (18)
65 President Du's Birthday Party 18
Chapter 64: President Du's Birthday Party (17)
Chapter 64
Chapter 63: President Du's Birthday Party (16)
Chapter 63
Chapter 62: President Du's Birthday Party (15)
62 President Du's Birthday Party 15
Chapter 61: President Du's Birthday Party (14)
61 President Du's Birthday Party 14
Chapter 60: President Du's Birthday Party (13)
Chapter 60
Chapter 59: President Du's Birthday Party (12)
Chapter 59
Chapter 58: President Du's Birthday Party (11)
58 President Du's Birthday Party 11
Chapter 57: President Du's Birthday Party (10)
57 President Du's Birthday Party 10
Chapter 56: President Du's Birthday Party (9)
Chapter 56
Chapter 55: President Du's Birthday Party (8)
Chapter 55
Chapter 54: President Du's Birthday Party (7)
54 President Du's Birthday Party 7
Chapter 53: President Du's Birthday Party (6)
53 President Du's Birthday Party 6
Chapter 52: President Du's Birthday Party (5)
Chapter 52
Chapter 51: President Du's Birthday Party (4)
51 President Du's Birthday Party 4
Chapter 50: President Du's Birthday Party (3)
Chapter 50
Chapter 49: President Du's Birthday Party (2)
Chapter 49
Chapter 48: President Du's Birthday Party (1)
48 President Du's Birthday Party 1
47 Adam Luo Yin
Chapter 46
45 If you so much as poison her...
44 Why do you always take your anger out on me?
43 I want him to stay...
42 Exactly how close are they?!
Chapter 41
40 Would you like me to be fat?
39 Wifey, you are getting good at this
38 Beg me!
Chapter 37
36 She knew that she was in trouble
Chapter 35
34 Would you like to seduce your President?
33 I will help you
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21 We are on our first date
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18 Do you still have me in your heart?
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11 All it takes is one jump
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7 I had a tiring nigh
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5 Will you tell me about your nightmares...?
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2 I will call the manager!
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