Chapter 1154 Jia Junkai, do you still love her?
Jia Junkai looked at Jin Mei's confused look and finally realized what he had just done. He suddenly lowered his head and asked, "Where's my porridge?"
“Are you concerned about me?” Jin Mei asked instead of being fooled.
“No.” Jia Junkai denied without even thinking.
Jin Mei's bad mood brightened up one night. She knew that he was caring about her, but she also knew his character. She put the porridge on the table and said, "Eat, Mr. Jia."
Jia Junkai was not hungry, but he could only hide his embarrassment by eating, so he picked up the spoon and heard the girl next to him chuckle uncontrollably.
He raised his head absentmindedly, "What are you laughing at?"
“It's nothing, my friend just told me a joke.” Jin Mei responded casually.
Jia Junkai keenly caught the word "friend" of hers. He lowered his head and took two bites and couldn't help but look up, "Jinze?"
"Ah?" Jin Mei suddenly heard the word "Jin Ze" from Jia Junkai's mouth and was a little confused. She looked at the man's face for a while before she understood what Jia Junkai meant. A flash of shock flashed across her face before she suddenly became infected. Smile, "Do you mind him very much?"
"No." Jia Junkai felt that Jin Mei's answer was a disguised admission that she was chatting with Jin Ze just now and was in a bad mood.
"No?" Jin Mei leaned in front of Jia Junkai and asked, looking at the man's handsome but thin face, and then murmured, "Mr. Jia, you are too thin and you should eat more."
"Since you like him, don't harass me again." Jia Junkai was not affected by the young girl's jumping thinking mode and expressed his views word by word.
Jin Mei's eyes flashed sharply, "I don't like him. What I like is you, so can I continue to harass you?"
“No.” Jia Junkai was almost knocked unconscious by the girl, but his sanity still remained.
“Oh.” Jin Mei let out a disappointed sound, lowered her head and continued typing on the keyboard of her phone, deliberately raising her voice higher.
Jia Junkai didn't understand what the girl meant by this, and it was extremely uncomfortable as a mouthful of fragrant meat porridge got stuck in his throat.
Jin Mei saw the pretty little face and leaned in front of the man, "Mr. Jia..."
Jia Junkai felt the hot breath of the girl hitting the side of his face. He held the spoon tightly and vigilantly, and heard the girl say, "I have rejected him today, don't worry."
"That's your own business." Jia Junkai only felt that the girl was too close to him, and the fragrant meat porridge on the table could not cover the girl's breath, making him even more uncomfortable.
After hearing this, Jin Mei was not as sad as before. Instead, she stared at the man in front of her with burning eyes, "Mr. Jia, has anyone said that your life is awkward?"
"you…"
“Farewell, eat quickly, let's go to bed after eating.” Jin Mei interrupted what Jia Junkai was about to say, urging briskly, but the last sentence was particularly ambiguous.
Jin Mei was already sure that Jia Junkai didn't care about her at all. It's just that this person didn't know whether his original personality was like this or whether he was like this after losing his sight. But he actually had a very unpleasant temperament.
But if you don't like him, then you don't like him. Who said she just likes him and has a crush on him?
Jin Mei thought helplessly, but Jia Junkai frowned, "Aren't you going back tonight?"
"I am your nurse, so naturally I have to stay with you. How else can I take care of you?" Jin Mei asked matter-of-factly.
Jia Junkai looked serious when he heard this, "No, how can you, a girl, stay out all night and be with a grown man? I'll find someone to take you back."
"Pfft!" Jin Mei was amused by Jia Junkai's serious look, burst out laughing and teased, "Why didn't I know that Mr. Jia was such an old man before?"
Jia Junkai, who was suddenly labeled as an old antique, "..."
"I've told my family that I won't go back to live if I have something to do these days. If you drive me back now, I'll be living on the street. Are you sure you want to do this? And..." Jin Mei lowered her voice deliberately, "It's okay for you to do this to me now." There's nothing you can do, I think you're safer here than staying in a hotel outside.”
Jia Junkai, “…”
Jin Mei is not finished yet, "Maybe Mr. Jia is afraid that he has some bad thoughts about me and cannot control himself?"
“I didn't!” Jia Junkai retorted fiercely, but unfortunately he retorted so quickly that it made people feel guilty.
Jia Junkai felt it himself. After speaking, he lowered his head and sat sulking by himself.
Jin Mei could hardly hold back her smile. She never expected that this man would be so cute. She just felt that her heart was about to be transformed into cuteness.
This is probably the lover filter.
"If you don't say anything, then I'll stay tonight?" Jin Mei deliberately tried.
Jia Junkai didn't want to pay attention to him anymore, so he just lowered his head and ate to hide his emotions.
Jin Mei happily spread the sheets she brought without bothering and took out the toiletries.
Jia Junkai listened to Jin Mei's movements while eating. He felt even more irritable but couldn't help but listen to what she was doing.
By the time Jin Mei had packed up her things, Jia Junkai had almost eaten. She put away the small table and leveled the gurney for Jia Junkai, and then whispered, "Good night, Mr. Jia."
Jia Junkai still didn't respond. Jin Mei was not angry, turned around and happily lay down on the bed next to her, turning off the light.
Suddenly, the entire ward was plunged into darkness. This darkness had no effect on Jia Junkai, but it made Jin Mei's vision go dark, and her vision became sharper. She couldn't help but hold her breath to listen to the movement of the man on the bed next to her.
Jia Junkai was so accustomed to darkness that he didn't realize that he turned off the lights. He just heard that the girl suddenly stopped moving after going to bed. He couldn't even hear her slight breathing. His nerves suddenly became tense. After ten seconds, he couldn't help but say, "Jin Charming?"
His voice was low and magnetic, rising slightly when he called Mei, which made Jin Mei feel that her name sounded beautiful, and she couldn't help but respond immediately.
Jia Junkai couldn't hear Jin Mei's breathing, and couldn't get a response from the girl. He sat up suddenly and shouted again, "Jin Mei?"
This time the voice was obviously louder, and there was a little nervousness that he was not even aware of.
Jin Mei realized that the other person was worried about her, so she responded. She felt warm and a little annoyed at the same time. This person obviously cared about her, but he always said some unpleasant words.
Jia Junkai secretly breathed a sigh of relief when he heard Jin Mei's answer, and lay back down pretending to be calm, not forgetting to cover up, "Pour me another glass of water."
Jin Mei did not expose him and stood up to pour a glass of warm water for Jia Junkai.
Jia Junkai drank a little and put it on the bedside, but Jin Mei raised her lips and said, "Mr. Jia, if you are thirsty, just drink more. It doesn't matter if you wake up at night and call me."
After she said this, Jia Junkai's body stiffened for a moment, and he ignored the girl and lay down again. Jin Mei got excited and said, "Mr. Jia, were you so handsome before many girls chased you?"
“No.” Jia Junkai said coldly.
Jin Mei obviously didn't believe it, and said meaningfully, Professor Jia was dishonest. As far as she knew, there were many female teachers and female students at the Medical University who liked him and even pursued him, not to mention his love in the hospital. How popular it was.
"I don't like it." Jia Junkai was made uncomfortable by the girl's attitude and added stiffly.
Jin Mei couldn't help but asked, "What kind does Mr. Jia like?"
After hearing this, Xia Qing's face appeared in Jia Junkai's mind involuntarily, but it soon became Lin Xiaqing's. In the darkness, his handsome face was stained with a complicated and difficult-to-discern expression. In the past year or so, Jia Junkai sometimes felt a little confused. It's not clear whether his final attachment to Xia Qing was out of love or unwillingness.
But no matter what kind of Xia Qing it is, it has nothing to do with him anymore, and his heart will still throb slightly, but it is probably because he has experienced the torture of a long lonely night and witnessed Xia Qing's happiness with his own eyes. It is no longer as it was before. Make it difficult for him to let go.
Jin Mei saw that the entire ward fell into a strange silence after she asked, and her heart sank little by little. She could probably guess that someone like Jia Junkai must have a woman he liked, but she didn't expect that she just asked such a question. , he was so silent.
Is it because you love too deeply?
The confidence she had gained because of the man's worry suddenly disappeared. Jin Mei felt that her breathing became depressed and heavy. She rushed back to her bed and said, "Let's sleep."
She didn't want to hear the answer at all.
The girl's emotions were too obvious. No matter how slow Jia Junkai was, he felt her unhappiness. He subconsciously wanted to explain a few words, but the moment he opened his mouth, he realized that he was wrong. Since he didn't want to have too much involvement with the girl , how can I like her?
How can a person like him who has no future delay other people's lives?
Reason made Jia Junkai give up speaking and closed his eyes in response to the girl's words.
It was not the first time that Jin Mei had been left out like this, but she felt uncomfortable like never before. She couldn't help but guess who he liked, where he was, why they were not together, and whether his blindness had something to do with the woman he liked?
All kinds of questions lingered in Jin Mei's mind, making it impossible for her to sleep. She couldn't help but toss and turn on the narrow bed.
I don't know how much time passed before Jia Junkai finally said, “Can't sleep?”
Jin Mei suddenly felt aggrieved. She sat up and looked at the shadow in the darkness, "Jia Junkai, do you still love her?"
She can like him and pursue him unscrupulously, and still be a **** after being rejected repeatedly, but if he has someone else in his heart and still loves him deeply, then Jin Mei doesn't know if she should continue.
What's the point of continuing this?
Jia Junkai was suddenly asked such a question that hit his soul. He was a little unable to react for a while, and then he didn't know how to answer Jin Mei.
Still in love? In fact, he couldn't answer his own question in the first place.
The light in Jin Mei's eyes disappeared little by little, and she lowered her head for a long time, "I feel like bed, so I'll go out for a while."
She was afraid that she would lose control if she stayed with Jia Junkai again.
After saying that, Jin Mei didn't care what Jia Junkai thought, she just put on her slippers and was about to go out, but when she passed by Jia Junkai's hospital bed, someone suddenly grabbed her hand.
Jin Mei turned around and saw Jia Junkai holding her wrist. She was startled for a moment and wanted to shake it off, but she was afraid of injuring the man, so she could only whisper, "Let me go."
"It's cold outside, don't go out." Jia Junkai could feel the change in the girl's mood. He didn't know how to comfort her, but he didn't want to indulge her.
Jin Mei looked at Jia Junkai with a complicated expression. In the darkness, she couldn't see clearly his eyebrows and expressions. She could only see his sharp outlines, which were a bit stubborn and did not move. The person on the hospital bed had no intention of letting her go.
This confused Jin Mei, "What do you mean? If you are just worried about my health or safety, don't worry I will put on my coat. As for safety, this is a hospital and there are nurses everywhere at night. It will be fine."
"She is married and is very happy with children. My feelings are not important to her." Jia Junkai noticed the girl's depression and stubbornness and couldn't help but explain.
But after explaining, he felt a little regretful and suddenly let go of Jin Mei's hand.
Jin Mei was even more confused. She glanced at her hand that was let go, and suddenly squatted beside Jia Junkai's bed, "You care about me, right?"
"I just don't want you to run around because of me in the middle of the night." Jia Junkai turned around and explained.
Jin Mei suddenly stood up, leaned down and blocked Jia Junkai's lips.
The man on the hospital bed was frightened and his body was tense. His eyes were wide open but he could not see anything. He could not lift his left hand, and his right hand was half pressed by Jin Mei's body. He wanted to speak but asked the girl to deepen the kiss even more.
They had little experience with each other, so Jin Mei went crazy and hurt not only Jia Junkai but also herself.
But Jin Mei didn't care at all. She stood up after a long time and looked at the obviously angry man who announced domineeringly, "Since the woman you like is already married and has children, you should quickly give her heart to me. I have already given up. You have given me hope again, and in this case you must be responsible for me!"
Jia Junkai's lips were still numb as he listened to the girl's eloquent words. It took him a long time to understand what she was saying. He was about to scold him, but Jin Mei reached out and covered his mouth, "If you want to reject me again, then stop saying it. I don't want to hear it now.”
“Jin Mei me…”
“If you say something I don't like to hear again, believe it or not, I will take off your clothes and force you to sleep with me!” Jin Mei threatened fiercely.
Jia Junkai was stunned when he heard this, and then he suddenly longed to see the girl's expression when she said these words.
"Okay, let's go to bed." After Jin Mei finished speaking, she was surprised to realize that her face was burning and her mouth hurt a little, but she couldn't help but lick it with unsatisfied content, and her heartbeat was a little out of control.
She finally understood what everyone often said, starve the coward to death and starve the bold to death.
If she had to choose between starving to death or starving to death, she would rather starve herself to death. But now she has taken advantage of it, said harsh words, and lost her image. What does it matter if she goes too far in the future?
She thought that Jin Mei had been lying on the bed for a while, but no matter how much she comforted herself, her heartbeat was still beating hard, and Jia Junkai in the bed next to her was not much better than Jin Mei.
For the first time in his life, he was forcibly kissed by a girl and even had **** with a girl who was threatened. Not only did he not feel disgusted, but his heart beat faster. It was not like he had never kissed Xia Qing when he was in Dulin.
But that kind of kiss was more polite, and Xia Qing never forced him to resist.
It's just that Jia Junkai didn't expect that he didn't force others, but one day he was forced on the bed by a girl five or six years younger. For a moment, Jia Junkai didn't know whether to laugh or cry. At the same time, he couldn't help but reached out and touched his lips, ignoring the clumsiness. She was so soft.
(End of this chapter)
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